baby daddy :: luh

two

Derek

"You still have faith in us?" I question rolling my eyes

"Yes" she nods sniffling

"If you had faith in us we could have fixed what we had 8 months ago! You wouldn't be pregnant with a guy you obviously don't care about and I wouldn't have to listen to you cry about it!" I rant rolling my eyes

"Why are you acting like this" Mia questions

"I'm acting like this because now that you confessed your undying love for me you expect me to go back to you? You gave up on me, I needed you and you left me. Now that things aren't going your way you expect me to take you back, news flash this is the real world shit will not be served to you and a fucken silver platter" I ramble getting pissed

"What happened to 'I'll always be here for you if you ever need me' you're full of shit" Mia spits getting up

"Then talk but don't you dare come here to bitch about how you're pregnant and how Nate ACTUALLY wants to be there for you and the baby." I say sitting back

"You're a fucking dick" she says stomping out of my house

She will always have a part of my heart, I just don't want her to see my love for her as a weakness. I want to help her but she needs to see that Nate is actually good for her, she needs him more than she wants me.

Mia

Why is he being suck a dick? He said he would always be there for me but all he tells me to do is go back to Nate? I want him, not Nate.

I get back in my car and call Kat

"Where are you? I called Nate and he said you where going crazy and stormed out of his place" Kat rambles

"I'm leaving Dereks" I mumble putting her on speaker and tossing my phone onto the passenger seat

"Why are you leaving dereks?" Kat questions

"I talked to him"

"About what?" Kat questions suspiciously

"He told me he would always be there for me" I say tearing up

"What did he do?" She questions

"Nothing, he's right. I just don't want to believe it." I mumble chewing on my nails a nervous tick of mine

"Awh Mia, come back. We'll eat ice cream and watch movies" Kat says

I nod knowing she can't see me and hang up, I plug the aux cord into my phone, I shuffle my playlist and Needed Me by Rihanna comes on.

"Perfect timing riri" I mumble

-

"I'm back" I mumble walking into the living room seeing Kat with Kyle

"Hey, look Kyle it's Auntie Mia" Kat says handing me Kyle while she runs to the bathroom

"You seem like a lot of hard work" I mumble holding him in arms length

Well he is cute, my baby will be cuter though. I mean I am the mother, come on guys

"He's killing me" Kat groans coming back in the living room

"Do you ever regret having him?" I ask watching as she cuddles his into her chest

"It's hard, but I never have or will regret having Kyle. As weird as it sounds he really makes me happy, even when I get a few hours of sleep" Kats says smiling lazily

"What should I do" I question lookin down at my hands

"You should do what your heart tells you" Kat says

"My heart will always want Derek" I whisper

"If he makes you happy then I say you and him should talk about it" she shrugs

"He wants me to go to Nate" I mumble

-

"Why don't you want me?" I ask letting the tears run down my face

Oh god, is it the hormones already? I probably look so desperate right now

"It's not that I don't want you, you deserve better" he responds quietly

"I want you, you make me happy. I need you!" I beg

"I don't want to hurt you anymore! All I do is hurt you every time we're together, I don't want to hurt you anymore" Derek says as tears run down his cheeks

"I love you." I whisper looking him dead on

"I love you too." He whispers back

•••
Oh gawd, these chapters are making me depressed man 😂! Two chapters in one night, hell yah!
Written; 7/15/16 (2:25am)
Wc; 741