Imagery

A Sudden Beginning

You hurt me
Called me a whore, a slut
Said things that should have never been said
It hurt so badly because I agreed
I felt dirty unclean
I felt unworthy of life of anything
I wanted to be kicked to the dirt
Where i felt i belonged
Among the broken and damned
The worthless and lifeless
I wanted to cut
Split my flesh open and bleed
Because i was no longer worthy of the blood in my veins
Or the skin on my body
You sent me to a dark place that night
If i hadn't told you what i wanted to do
I probably wouldn't be here to write this
You took me down
But you helped save my life too
You apologized and did your best to help me back up
Almost cried over what you did
Opened your heart and told me you felt horrible
That you regret the things you said
And i forgave you.
I couldn't stay sad for long since you always make me smile
We shared our first kiss because of all this
Crazy how drastically things changed in a matter of days.
Your words still sting time to time
But i love you.
And i know you love me
That's good enough for me to continue living here with you.
With this sudden beginning
We will travel far together.