2015-2016:
Sometimes I'll lay awake at night thinking of her
She stands out amongst the rest
She has issues
But I still love her
She has red hair
With redish-brown freckles
And the most beutiful brown-hazel eyes
She has vanilla-ivory skin, which helps the other features stand out
And sometimes all I dream about is her
I dream we're happy
I dream I am holding her
I dream our fingers are happily intertwined
I dream we are safe
I dream the world is safe
All I want is her
I help her
I hug her
I hold her hand
But all she thinks of me as is a friend
I don't want to lose her
I don't want her demons to take over her mind
I will try to pretend I'm over you
But I wish I was there with you, to help you
