Chapter 12.

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It has been a week since I've heard from Mark...I was really starting to get worried. So instead of hanging out with Yumi after school today, I decided to go to Mark's house. When I walked over, I rang the doorbell and his sister, Tammy answered.

"Hey Camarin!" She said giving me a hug.

"Hey Tammy, is Mark here?"

"Yeah, he is. Come in" she says letting me come in, "Does he know that you're coming?" She asked me while closing the door.

"No, he hasn't been to school all week and I'm really worried."

"Yeah...I've noticed that and he hasn't left his room hardly nor got out of the house." I sighed and said,

"I better go talk to him..."

"Okay, he's upstairs in his room" So with that, I walked upstairs and saw that his door was closed; I knocked....no answer. I slowly opened the door and saw him watching TV.

"Mark?...." he then turns to look at me and he slightly smiled but I still saw sadness in his eyes. What was he thinking?

Mark POV

What was Camarin doing here? How should I feel? Happy? Sad? Angry? I honestly don't know at this point. Just knowing that she was dating Jackson just makes my skin boil.

"Hey Camarin...."

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, why you ask?" and then she gives me this look like she didn't believe me.

"Well....you haven't been to school all week and Tammy said you haven't barely left the house....what's wrong?" I sighed and said,

"You won't understand...."

"I can try"

"J....Jackson...." I felt stuck.

"Jackson....?"

"....Jackson is just playing with you"

"What are you talking about?" I started getting really irritated. I tried to keep cool but damn...is she really that oblivious to it?

"Jackson doesn't really like you. He's been playing you all this time. He made up this stupid bet with Jaebum to see who can sleep with you first. Whoever can between the two, wins"

End of Mark POV

I don't believe what I'm hearing right now. Jackson would never do that to me. He said he likes me. I felt the sincerity. Was Mark jealous of Jackson?

"Are you jealous?"

"What?!" he answered in Korean; he sounded really angry.

"Are you jealous of Jackson?"

"Why in the living hell would I be jealous of Jackson?!"

"Why else would you make up a lie like that?"

Mark POV

What the fuck?! Did she just really accuse me of lying to her?! Of all people! I was really pissed off!

"Oh my fucking God Camarin....you would really think I would lie to you?!" I said slightly raising my voice.

"Jackson likes me! He would never do such a thing!" I can't believe how fucking oblivious and dumb she's being at this point. I wasn't about to argue with her because there's no point to be honest. I sighed, pinched the bridge of my nose, looked at her and said,

"You know what...."

"What?"

"I'm done"

"What does that supposed to mean?"

"It means...I'm done...with all of this. You'll eventually find out on your own..."

"Mark- "

"I'm.....I'm done with you, Camarin...."

"What are you- "

"Leave"

End of Mark POV

I wasn't going to push it any further. Mark is officially done with me but why? What will I find out on my own? I felt hurt. I felt like my heart cracked into millions of tiny pieces. As I walked to the door, I said,

"Bye Mark" I was expecting for him to say it back but when he just ignored me, I almost started crying but I left and went back to my house.

Mark POV

"How can she accuse me of lying? I mean, I know that we haven't known each other for so long but still, I would never lie to her!" Everything was just going through my mind, I need to get some air. I only had on a black tank top and black gym shorts so I slipped on my Vans, my hoodie, and I grabbed my car keys and headed downstairs.

"Tammy, I'm going out"

"Okay, where are you going?"

"I just.....I just need some air. I'm going to the beach"

"Okay" So with that, I left, I drove down to Santa Monica and I just started walking along the shore. I didn't want any fans to bother me so I just had my hood up the whole time.

'Are you jealous?' 'I mean why else would you make up a lie like that?' 'You would really think that I would lie to you?!' 'You know what?...' 'What?' 'I'm done with you Camarin.' This kept playing over and over in my head. I seriously don't know what to think at this point; I love her but she loves Jackson. How can I just accept this? I can't but I will have to deal with it. After walking for like an hour, I stopped by In-N-Out and got something to eat. As I parked in the driveway, I looked over at Camarin's house thinking.

"Is she home?" I really wanted to go over there but it took every fiber in my being to stop myself. I sighed and walked in the house and went up to my room without saying anything to Tammy or my parents. I just sat on my bed, remembering all the fun times I had with Camarjn: from spending time with her at her house to her spending my birthday with me. Before I knew it, I felt a tear run down my cheek. I can't believe that I fell in love with her so quickly. I've realized that she's the only girl that can make me so happy. I'm myself when I'm around her, I'm not quiet or shy. I want her to know how much she means to me.....

"I guess it's too late now"

A/N: OMG Finally Chapter 12! I have serious writer's block so trying to come up with suspenseful things is hard >< but thank you for being patient with me! I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Comments are appreciated! :)

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