Dear Luke,
HI Luke, it's me again, Luna. The girl that you hate.
I heard about your engagement with Rosie. Congratulations! :) I hope you two are doing well and that you guys have the best of luck in the future. But I can't lie, hearing about the engagement ripped my heart out of my chest. It's like a hundred of daggers pierced my heart all at the same time. I want to be happy for you, Luke. God knows I want you to be happy with Rosie. I want to tell myself that our story is over, that you are now writing your own story with Rosie. But that's just so difficult. I guess it was never meant to be. We were never meant to be.
If that is what's going to make you happy, then marry her. You deserved to be happy, with all of the pain and troubles I caused you. I hope she treats you better than I did. I will try to be okay.
Mom died yesterday. The battle was lost, and sadly, her illness won. But I find solace in the thought that she already found her place in heaven and she'll never suffer as much as she did. It's dad that I am worried about. Dad was so devastated and he haven't went out of their room. I need to be strong, Luke. For Dad. I need to be strong to carry not just myself but dad as well. Yet, I'm just a kid, I can't make it on my own. I can't carry this on my own. But who do I turn to now? I don't know who to turn to now that my world is slowly withering. I don't know if I'd ever make it out alive.
I missed you so much Luke. I wish I can see your face again. I wish I can hear your voice telling me that there is an end to this tunnel of darkness surrounding me now.
This is short, I need to prepare for the funeral. Dad can't do it, so I will.
I love you, forever and always. Send my regards to Rosie.
Love,
Luna
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Love, Luna // Luke Hemmings Fanfiction
FanfictionOne Girl, Ten letters to the boy named Luke. *Warning -Contains topics about self harm, mental illness and suicide