Love, Luna // Luke Hemmings Fanfiction

Letter 8

Dear Luke,

I got caught. They weren't that kind to let me out, even for a minute to see you. 

One of the nurses called me a little shit. He called me a lot of mean stuff, Luke. I can't blame him, I think he is so fed up about my insanity. You know, just as I was writing this I remember what you said about being a real man, on how they don't hurt or even insult a woman, not even as a joke. 

But I think I deserve it. I am a shit Luke.

Anyway, how's coming back? Did you miss the Australian sun? I hope you are having a great time here, because to tell you honestly, I can't take it anymore. I've been here for like forever. Every second seems like an hour. Hazel hasn't visited me for two months now. I know, because I counted the days. Everyday I feel like I'm losing my grip, Luke. They just added another pill on my meds. It isn't helping me though, it just messes me up even more. I don't know what it's for; I stopped caring about what I take in long time ago. I feel like a prisoner of my own mind. I don't even remember the last time I fell asleep safe and sound. I have accepted the fact that there is no getting better for me now. This is it. This is the constant state that I'm in.

Luke, no matter what happens, please always remember that I love you, more than anything else in these miserable world. When my time comes, I hope you can forgive me for whatever misery I brought to you. Please don't resent me. I hope you'll never forget that once upon a time, you met a girl named Luna, who was once a part of your world.

I don't think I can do this anymore. Goodbye, Luke.

Love,

Luna