Love, Luna // Luke Hemmings Fanfiction

Letter 6

Today, I heard from the nurses that your family went back to Australia. Why? Well, I know it isn't my business anymore, but I am wondering what brought you back here Luke. Do you intend to visit me soon? God, I wish you would. But if not, it's okay Luke. A girl can dream.

This place was nothing but misery. I don't feel any better. It's like this place is bringing the worst of me. Maybe this is what happens when you have nothing to live for. No one rooting for your victory. Even your sanity will give up on you. I am starting to give up on me, Luke. All the walls seem to get narrower and narrower each day, suffocating me. But you know what helps me survive everyday? You. The thought that we are now closer than before. The thought that you and I share the same sky with you now. I look out on the window, thinking that one day our horizons will meet again. They say first love will always have a place in your heart, and it did on mine. It just sucks that I was the one who screwed things up.

Anyways, did your mom allow you to pierce your lips? I didn't got a chance to have a tattoo, Luke. Ha, remember when we planned all of these together? I do. I hope you did get your lips pierced though, for you to be punk rock enough for your liking.

I miss you, Luke. I miss watching Mean Girls with you. All our late night conversations about how much you like the divergent girl (her name is Tris, the doctor told me.). I miss - me. I have changed so much and I don't like it.

Can you please give me an answer Luke? Anything. Send me a piece of blank paper, I don't care. I just want to feel like I have something to fight for, because right now, I'm looking for a reason to stay, and my search has lead to nothing but darkness.

Send my regards to your family.

Love,

Luna