Love, Luna // Luke Hemmings Fanfiction

Letter 4

Dear Luke,

I heard that you cancelled the wedding, why? What happened? What did your father say about this?

It's been a while since I wrote a letter to you. Well, probably you don't care. But still sorry. I'm writing from the Eichen House Mental Institution. My aunt decided to admit me to an institution because she thinks I need help. I do need help Luke. Everything is just so messed up now. Nothing is getting better, everything is just getting worse and worse every day. I hope they help me here Luke. I hope I can go back to the way I was before. The hospital is scary, to be honest. Today I woke up feeling like the walls are suffocating me. I don't want to be here, Luke.

About the wedding, what happened? I just got the news from Hazel, that you cancelled the wedding. Why? I hope it's not because of me. I can't cause another bad thing to you. You don't deserve this, Luke. You deserve all the happiness in the world.

Luke, I want to tell you what really happened that night, when you saw me with Jacob. It wasn't me Luke. You know I would never do that to you. I did not drink anything that night, just a ginger ale. But then I started to feel lightheaded, and the next thing I knew, Jacob was leading me upstairs towards the room. He assaulted me, Luke. He forced himself to me. I tried fighting, God knows I did my best to break free. But he was much stronger than I am. I was crying and fighting, begging him to stop, but he still did. I'm not a slut Luke. I was just too weak to defend myself and a coward for not telling anyone, especially you, whom I love with all my heart. I should've told you. And maybe you would've believed me.

How's New York? Did you get accepted in NYU? Send me a picture, if ever you read this.

Always.

Love,

Luna