But Your My Drug

Chapter one

You know before all the craziness in my life my mother always told me to never let a man have a hold over you to where you want to let him go but you can't because your so in love with him that leaving him is like leaving apart of your soul.
I was a good girl so I listened. I promised myself I wouldn't let that happen but you know promises are always broken. That promise died the day I met Jayceon. I don't know what it was about him that I just found so irresistible but I couldn't stay away from him.
He was more like a drug. For  example: I try the drug for the first time I want more. I keep taking that drug even through it harms me so bad but my body still craves it because  it's like an essential that I need to live and every time I try to stop taking that drug I can't because I've become so addicted. That's how he makes me feel.
I guess I can say I love him but I don't know how much times he can hurt my love till I've had enough. I guess I'll just tell you from the beginning right?
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I'm more so on the quiet side in school when I'm not around my friends. I know I can be loud but I can control myself really well. Right now I'm in my first period class which is AP biology and I'm bored out of my mind. Honestly I thought that this was going to be at least more interesting but my teacher man. This dude talks so monotone and slow that keeping my eyes open is gonna look like I have an eye problem.
As I'm doing my work the door opens and the whole class is looking up to the front of the room where a sexy, fine, delicious, godlike, piece of scrumptiousness I've ever laid eyes on is standing. There's no words I can describe for him to explain how gorgeous this man is.
"O k classs this is our new student Jayceon Ryan," the teacher spoke in his slow Indian accent. The teacher spoke to Jayceon a while longer then pointed to the seat next to mine for him to sit.
When Jayceon sat next to me the smell of his cologne filled my nose. I couldn't help to get a whiff because he looked good so why not see if he smelt good too.
The class went on and I was not focused on my work at all. I was so focused on giving Jayceon side looks just to look at him and sniffing the air that I didn't realize the teacher was calling me.
" Aaliyah since you seem to not be focused in my class why don't you tell us the meaning of the word on the board," by now the whole class was looking at me and it was weird as hell. Like damn can I get my face back ain't nothing to see over here. "Umm can I get that in a sentence," classmates snickered at me while I tried to figure out what the definition to the word on the board meant.
"I see you have jokes in my class today Aaliyah. Since everything is a joke can you put 300 words in a sentence in detention. Yes ok see you this afternoon." I mugged the fuck out of the teacher and slouched in my chair. I turned my head to see Jayceon starring at me.
I looked away from him and tried focusing on my work again. Once the bell rang I packed my stuff up about to head out to my second period class when I was stopped by none other then the sexy new student Jayceon.
"Hey ma let me holla at you for a minute," lawd let me tell you his voice was life. Woah I need check my panties like dis dude voice got me feeling things. "Umm yea s-sure," I stuttered. He smirked looking at me and I knew then that.... I got a waterfall about to come down in these panties. " since I'm new here and all can you show me to my next class," he said as he flashed a nice ass smile.
I change what I said it's not a waterfall it's a tsunami down there.
I started walking him to his next class which also happened to be my next class. Hooray!!!
Not.sad emoji. We entered the class and the class went by faster as I hoped. As soon as that bell rung you've would've thought I was dash from the incredibles with how fast I ran out that classroom to handle that situation down there.
After that was down I went to the cafeteria for lunch since I had 1st lunch today. I stood in the nachos line and grabbed then payed for my lunch. I sat down at the table with my friends. My best friend Myesha sat next to me when she realized I arrived at the table.
While we was talking she stopped all of a sudden and pointed behind me. There stood Sexy Jayceon sitting right next to me." You don't mind me sitting here witcha," he said in that voice that I've fallen in love with ever since I heard it.
"Not at all you fine piece of ass," Myesha said to him with an evil gleam in her eyes. Now Myesha ain't no hoe, she got morals. She just get head from either boy or girl from time to time. Jayceon looked at her and smiled at her the same way. I thought it was awkward so I finished up my nachos and left.
I started walking through the halls, when I heard someone call my name. I turned around to  my boyfriend of one whole year Christopher. Christopher and I started dating on New Years last year and we've been going strong since. "Hey babe you gon give me some love," I leaned up and pecked his lips but he had other plans and put his hand behind my head slipping his tongue in my mouth.
We was full on making out by now like me against the locker and him gripping my waist so we can get as close as possible. We pulled away when we heard someone clear their throat. I turned my head to see Myesha and Jayceon looking at us.
"Slow down there you two I really don't want to see live porn with my best friend starring in it," I hid into Chris's chest embarrassed. "Ayy don't be embarrassed now when you just had his tongue down your throat," she said laughing a little. Chris stood behind me wrapping his arms around me putting his head on top of mine." Ooh Chris meet Jayceon he's new here," Myesha told Chris pointing to Jayceon.
"Hey wazzum my name Jayceon nice to meet cha," I mean like he sounded so fucking good and I know my boyfriends right here but like Jayceon is just so fine." Well I'm Chris nice to meet you," Chris replied back to Jayceon. When neither Myesha or Chris was looking Jayceon was flicking his tongue to me and thrusting his hips upwards pointing to me. 
I mouthed "stop" to him but he thrust his fingers in the air pointing to my area. I didn't want to but I couldn't help but get wet again. "Hey babe imma get to class see you later," he pecked my lips then left." I gotta go to you know how Mrs.idontgetnodicklastnight get when we late so bye bestie," she hugged me before walking away. It was just Jayceon and I left so I started walking to my class not going to help him to his next class. I was almost there until I was pulled into the janitors closet. Once the door closed I was pushed against it and I felt light kisses on my neck." Hmmm Jayceon stop," I moaned lowly. Jayceon didn't stop through and started rubbing me down there.
I was very confused with myself because it took about two months ago out of all the time Chris and I been together to finally let him touch me but it took a couple of hours for Jayceon." You know your man don't gotta know, it can be our little secret," he whispered in my ear then pulled away from me. I turned around to leave but he pulled me back and kissed me.
Kissing him was different from kissing Chris. There was just this spark that I felt while kissing him that I didn't feel when kissing Chris. He gripped my ass in his larger hands while my arms were around his neck. We pulled away and this time I turned around to leave without being interrupted," Remember our little secret, ma love," he said smacking my ass then letting me leave. I got to class with Jayceon on my mind and confused about the things I allowed him to do. I'll just go home and sleep on it that's all I could do for now.

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