Kaneki X Reader

torture.

Kaneki pov.
I woke up with a blindfold covering my eyes I felt terrible. The place I was in was cold and my wrists and ankles seemed to be binded to a chair? I was sitting down wasn't I, the feeling in my legs were gone and my head pounded like crazy. A deep voice soon echoed through the room and I wanted to immediately shake myself free of the bindings. I knew why I was there now, I knew why I couldn't feel anything. I was numb for now but the pain still lingered. The smell of old rotten rust invaded my nostrils. The blindfold slowly slipped off my eyes, I seen blood, blood and a bucket full of my own fingers and toes. I screamed when I felt that same agonizing pain that coursed through my body. Jason had stuck another dose of rc suppressant in my eye to keep me from using my kagune, I'd much rather be dead than feel the pain I'm feeling now. A rush of relief flashed through me when the pain stopped again, I'd been sent back into that empty white space with rize she told me I was weak she manipulated my thoughts but she was right I am weak I can't do anything.

But

I can be strong

Its not my fault

I was naive to think

That what my mother taught me was right

It was weak

The world is wrong not us.