sweet and sour, i'm also indecisive

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(injury/blood warning)

scabs and dried up blood and open flesh are as gaudy as the bellies of poisonous toads. as i cradle his face in my hands like the Bhagavad Gita and let my fingers run down the sides of his face like the delicate, hand sewn spine of a book. hits from 2011 play in the background and disorient the air itself. katy perry sings about shit and i think about shit and he is injured, shit. i threw out insurance papers last week and changed highlighter colours, frosting a sad cake with a butterknife and words slipped between teeth that were cooler than ice chips. he made food that tasted so bad we ate out, he breathed normally a few seconds ago, he was listening to debussy and attempting to sing along, and he wasn't bleeding. the 911 operator is trying to talk to me in the background.

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