She & Me (On Hold)

Part IV

"Hey Nandini, what are you doing here??" I asked her with a surprised look in my eyes.

But believe me I was excited and nervous at the same time. "I came with my friend, she is a friend of Peter. And what about you?" She answered and questions me at once. I sensed her happiness to see me right through..

"Pet is my friend from high school days" I added.

Suddenly Jim dragged me from there and asked me "hey do you k ow that girl??  She is hot, can you help me to hook up with her?" 

"Stay the fucking out of way from her, she is mine"  I almost yelled at him. "Hey hold your horses, I was just teasing you" he laughed about it while poking one of my ribs..

"So what's the story?" he asked me with a great excitement. "Later Jim, it's not the time" I answered back while going to the one I was looking for for.

"Sorry, I was late. So what's up?" I asked her. "Nothing much, what about you?" She asked me with a mischievous smile on her face.

I was looking for you the whole time. Where have you been??  Where were you??  I missed you.  These were the thoughts going on my mind which I couldn't tell her. So I replied casually "Nothing, just hanging out with some friends" 

"Only friends or "GIRLFRIENDS?"" She asked me with a curious look and seconds after she laughed..

"Yah you can say that" I said with a hint of a smile.

The sound was getting loud and the conversation between us was constantly being interrupted, so I grabbed her her hand and took her to the roof top where only the faint music and the beat was heard.

"Why are we here?" She asked me with a questioning look. "We were being interrupted and I didn't liked that that's why I took you here"  I said.

"Is that the only matter?" her question made my heart pound like crazy. I was hopping that she doesn't my heart beat. Be quite my heart, don't pound too much, she might here you I said or almost ordered my innocent heart.

"Humm, so tell me about yourself,  we didn't got the chance that day in my apartment that day to know you better" She said leaning to the railing of the roof. I stood beside her and gave her the answer she needed. "Well I am Jessica Smith, in short Jess, I live very near to your apartment, and I'm a spoiled brat you may add. In addition to that I'm lesbian."

"You are "The Smith"? I mean you the daughter of that famous industrialist?"  She asked me with the excitement in her voice. "Yah" with the whatever looks.

"Well,  I am the daughter that's true but I've been living separately from them for almost 2.5 years. Since they don't like the lesbian me." with a little silence I again continued "but recently my mom died, I wish I could be with her more. I loved her very much" a tear drop rolled down from my cheek. I was devastated from my mother's death. I know that we had arguments and I didn't want those things but I loved her that's true.

"Hey don't be sad. I am sure she loved you too. So smile so that she can also be happy where ever she is now. But remember she is always watching over you." Just these words of her were more than enough to make my heart warm.

"So now it's your turn to say about your self. Tell me about yourself." I asked her..

"Well you know my name, but except that I am a University student, I want to be doctor. I'm basically Indian. I'm here for my studies. I like girls, means I am also a lesbian just like you but my parents doesn't know that. In India being gay is kind of taboo, so I can't tell them ever." She replied.

"Hey its 21st century, which century does your parents live in? Someday you have to say to them about your true self?" My question made her sad.

"I can't think I can ever stand up against them, they gave me every thing I ever wanted. I can't possibly break there heart and shame them." She said those things with a little disappointment.

"Erase Erase, let's talk about something else" I suggested her guessing the heavy atmosphere. So we started talking about various stuffs, most of them were not so important and silly subjects.

I am happy that I am alive to this day I said to myself. Suddenly rain started falling. So I grabbed her hand to go back downstairs. But she suddenly stooped in the middle. Looking back at her I sensed something was wrong. So I went up to her and grabbed her shoulder and asked her softly "Hey why did you stopped. You will get sick if you stay in the rain!"

When she looked at me I saw that tears were rolling down from her eyes. Damn she is beautiful even when she cries I thought to my self. Without realising it I kissed her eyes.  She looked at me with surprise but didn't protested. I touched her one cheek with my one hand and with the other I  grabbed her waist and pulled her to me softly.

The rain was falling like the skies were crying. I understood her pain, and the sorrow in her heart. Not being able to tell or express who you really are is a punishment.

We were looking into our eyes for a while now. Our faces were very near. Without hesitating I kissed her. As our lips were connected a flow of electricity flowed throughout my body. I kissed her more and pulled her to myself so that there can't be any gap between us. She responded me equally. My hands were now slowly running through her neck gave her a feeling of pleasure. A moan was heard. As her lips patented for a second, without delaying I slipped my tongue exploring every corners and nooks in her mouth. She kissed me passionately. As our lips parted for a second I kissed her jaw line and started to kiss her neck while my hand on her waist and hers around my neck pulling me toward her. The burning passion amongst us was increasing. I was feeling like we were lovers for years. She is the only one who can make me feel this way. Her hands were now on my waist and was trying to pull my tank top under my jacket. I felt her soft cold hands on my belly gradually making its way to my front.

"Hey is anyone here??" a random voice broke our passionate moment. We were soaked in the rain again. I was very embarrassed to look into her eyes. What did I do?  Did I just pursued her. She will definitely hate me now. I wanna die. Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...

"Hey isn't it strange that when ever we meet it's always raining?" saying this to me she broke into laughter.. Her statement made me laugh too. This is gonna be interesting, I am looking forward to this I thought to myself.

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Love Ray...