She & Me (On Hold)

Part VI

Have you ever felt the agony for the one you love?  Where you can't do anything but to helplessly see your love crying and shivering in pain. It was the first time I felt like that. She was there crying and I couldn't do anything that will help her to feel ease..

I sat beside her and hugged her cause I had no other choice. She told me her story with tears in her eyes.

"I loved my dad, he was my hero. He used to give me everything. He was my best friend. He used to take me to vacation, school camping. So I never noticed that he was ill. So ill that he was slowly dying.. He never gave me a hint of his illness to me either."

A slight breath came out and again she continued, "One day I went to dad's room to ask something. I saw that he was sleeping, so I went to him and called him. But he didn't responded. I called him again and again and then finally went to bed to call him by shaking him in his sleep. But as soon as I touched his arms he was ice cold. I was scared. I called my mom. She came down the hall and as soon as she saw my dad she knew what happened. She started crying there and told me about my dad. He was dead. I couldn't take that shock. From that moment I feel very scared when ever I see someone sleeping. I feel like that person will also be dead."

When she finished her story I just sat there beside her with tears in my eyes, cause I felt what she felt at that time. I hugged her to say that it's OK, everything will be OK.

** 1 hour later**

"Are you OK now?" I asked her while she was in my kitchen making pancakes. God I love pancakes.. I wonder how did she knew that.. Maybe some mare luck...

"Yah I am absolutely fine Jess, I was carried away.. But what about you?  I didn't knew you attack people in your sleep??" While saying this she had a devilish smile on her lips.

She is looking so beautiful. I would love to see her everyday in my kitchen making pancakes for me. But this though of mine was broken by the last thing she said.. "What do you mean by attacking people?"

Did I attacked her?  When?  Where?  God I feel so embarrassed. What the fuck did I do? I was freaking out after listening to. Her question. Seeing me jumping in excitement and fear she started laughing. She looks gorgeous when she laughs. Wow... I wanna see her smile and for that I can do anything.

"Well when I was going to feed you yesterday when you were out cause of fever you were mumbling something, and then suddenly you kissed me. What kind of of dream were you having??"

"Sorry, I was out of my mind cause of the fever." I said to her with the tone of guilt.

"It's OK, and by the way I like the way you kiss me. " Her words just left a spark in my body. I was so happy at that very moment that I can't even tell that by words..

We ate the amazing pancakes she made while talking about many unnecessary things and laughed.. I wonder how many days has it been that I was so happy. I wish that this happiness lasts forever...

But the happiness was lost in a few minutes as that was the time where she will leave..
"See you around, hope you understood your medication properly. I will come to check on you time to time so don't worry.. And please take care of your self." She told me on her way out of my apartment.

"Hey, why do you care so much about me?  We barely know each other. And why did you came in the first place?" I asked her out of curiosity which I was having form sometimes..

"Well you will know the answers eventually " She said and closed the door on her way out. I was standing there dumbfounded. Go Jess, if she leaves now then it's over. A voice ordered me to go after her. Without a second thought I rushed toward her.. I ran down stares to catch up with her..

"Nandini, wait" I shouted and ram towards her. I was out of my breath as I stood before her.. 

She was shocked by my act and was giving me a questioning look.
"Will you go out on a date with me? Next Sunday?" Yes I asked her.. My heart was ready to burst out my chest as excrement was was that I could feel at that moment.

"Yah sure. Be ready to treat me well Jess" She gave me the answers with the smile on her face..

I am really the happiest person in the world. Better be ready for the SUNDAY.. I though to myself while smiling like an idiot in front of her.

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OK guys this was today's update. Loving the progress between them. Tell me how you feel about them. Sorry for the any mistakes I am doing to describe the story.. Please forgive me for that.

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"I wish that the warmth of my love reaches the deepest parts of your Heart"

........  Love Ray...