I'll give you readers a glimpse into my head.
Name: to protect my identity, I use Iochi Sorra Umei.
Age: 18
Favourite colour: Royal blue
Favourite shade: black
Past times: reading, drawing, anime, thinking, meditation, contemplation, problem solving and gaming.
Gender: I'm obviously a girl.
Likes: I like horror, anime, sweets and cats plus a boat load of other things.
Dislikes: meaningless suffering, human stupidity, planed cruelty and disrespect (for nature and for others) with out reason.
Common thought:
Well now..
Oh dear.
May hap's something happened.
Oh lookie, a 4!~
I'm hungry... foood...
I'm board. Maybe I should go outside..? Nah, to much trouble...
Why is it that others are always looking for something to pick at? To hurt someone worse than they already are... why do human beings search out what's different and shun it? Why do people cross lines that shouldn't be crossed? Why dose people's dislike turn to general hatred? Where does that hate even come from? The answer is instinct. Human's systematically search out what's different, they fear it. And so they grow to hate it, but, it's when someone fears that but decides they wish to know something that they overcome their fear with curiosity, they alone can break the boundaries of difference. For they can see what's hidden in that supposed 'trash'. Is actually a treasure that must not be waisted.
Background: I was bullied at a young age, was suicidal for a time, I don't like to talk about it. I was alone even when surrounded by others, I've felt empty. My parents didn't always get along, but they were just spats. I really dislike loud noise so to me it was like being in a war zone... I won't go into details. I remember the first fried I ever made was at age five or six, she helped me. But then we moved and I never saw her again. I'm fine now, my friends and Peres got me through the tough times, my art my anger issues, when I was younger I didn't have a filter between my mind and my mouth, due to this, I said stuff that made me an easy target to bullies or even ended up hated. I forgive em, I can't even remember their names or faces now, no point holding a grudge over something so small compared to the world. Don't pitty me. I'm weird, and proud of it. I'm random and a little crazy, but hay, you can't develop a heart and personality without a little insanity, if you're too crazy, just dial it down and release you craziness on something creative, not crazy enough... try to start conversation with yourself. That works. You can choose to loathe and hate me or befriend and like me, that's up to you, I won't think any less of you reader San if ya hate me.
How I describe myself: I'm an odd ball. I can be paranoid at times and really seriously board... I'm obsessive compulsive on certain things, I have my own self governing system I call my own personal code. I won't tell you it either.
My emotions are all over the place and my imagination is sporadic, it never shuts down. I'm also an incredibly lazy but yet not complaining person.
Favourite animal: cats and all felines.
Favourite number: 4
Lucky number: 4
Favourite planet: mars.
Favourite sweat: poki
Favourite food: Italian, sushi, Chinese, pineapple fritters.
Favourite drink: pineapple juice
Hair: I won't tell.
Eye: I won't tell.
Hight: I'm kinda average short... I won't go into it.
Interesting fact's: I have Autism,,I won't tell you where on the spectrum I am, cause by all the info I've told you, it's been narrowed down to roughly, 1500 people state wide. ^-^
And personal files won't usually tell you someone was bullied anyway...
Now please answer this question:
Do you understand me, even a little bit more now?
