his way.

want.

Y/N's POV

"what do you mean 'liar'?! what are you talking about!"

"I KNOW WHAT YOU SAID! DON'T PLAY DUMB!" i screamed.

"what did i say?! i didn't do sh*t what are you talking about, Y/N?! tell me why you're so f*cking pissed at me!"

his face began to turn red, showing that his anger was building up.

"I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SAY WHAT YOU DID! YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU DID! STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE SO OBLIVIOUS! JUMP OUT OF YOUR 'EMO WONDERLAND' AND FREAKING ADMIT WHAT YOU'VE DONE!"

Kylo's POV

i glared at Y/N angrily. now im mad. im furious.
"I AM NOT EMO!" i yelled.

"I DON'T CARE! YOU'RE A STUPID, LIAR, TRAITOR, AND FAKE B*TC-"

i couldn't take it. i reached my hand out, making my hands form a position like im holding her neck. i started to force-choke her.

Y/N's POV

i suddenly couldn't speak and my hands immediately went up to my neck, holding it trying to get air. i gasped and tried to get enough air to my lungs. kylo is a monster.

he soon released me, looking angrier than before.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING AND YOU KNOW IT!"

i tried to speak but my mouth could not opening. he silenced me. i watched as he rambled on, screaming at me. i couldn't look him in the eye so they moved down to his neck. i watch his veins pop out of his neck and his adam's apple bob up and down.

then i was brought back to the real world. tears start to stream down my face uncontrollably. my eyes move to the door and i see hux laughing his ass off.

"g-get out. you monster! hux told me what you said. you're only using me! you only want attention! you don't like me! now get the f*ck out!"

"what?! since when do you believe hux?! when did he tell you that?! i never said anything like that! i hadn't even talked to hux after he told me to see snoke!"

"are y-you lying?"

"no i am not lying! how could you believe him..Y/N" kylo walked towards me, setting his hand on my cheek.

"im sorry for yelling.. Y/N don't believe hux, he's always trying to make my life more miserable than it already is. when i came across you, i knew that i'd be happy. hux doesn't want me to be happy. i want to be with you, Y/N. i'd never use you. i have real feelings for you, Y/N.." he stared deep into my eyes. i could tell he wasn't lying. he looked sorry, he looked honest. his eyes told me everything.

suddenly hux barges in.

Kylo's POV

i turned around from Y/N to be startled by hux. my mood completely changed. "hux. you're going to f*cking pay for this."

hux ran out of the room immediately. i chased after him instantly. i held my lightsaber close. i put my hand out, stopping hux from running. i made him freeze in his tracks and i slowly approached him. i lifted my lightsaber up to his neck, the red glow off of his pale skin. i glared at him with anger in my eyes, getting ready to burst.

"why would you LIE about me? why would you even dare to brainwash Y/N like that."

hux struggled to move but the force kept him in place.

"what lie? who lied? what are you talking about, ren?"

"of course you won't tell me. YOU LIED TO HER AND SAID I WAS F*CKING USING HER!"

i slapped him across his pale face, hard, making his cheek turn red. his eyes widened in disbelief.

"give up ren, i'd stop what you're doing right now."

i suddenly turn around to been welcomed by storm troopers, holding up their blasters. i waved my hand in front of all of them and said

"you will go back to your duties and not worry about hux and i."

"we will go back to our duties and not worry about you and hux", they all said in unison.

after they left,  i put my hand up to hux's neck and began choking him, making sure to put enough pressure on his neck to make him pass out.

"BOYS!" i hear phasma say.
"what are you guys doing?!"

she runs over and grabs the both of us by our shirts, holding us up.

"stop fighting and go on with your business. you're being immature."

i hear hux gasping for air as i released him. phasma let us go after that lecture. i death stared hux before i headed back to her room.
f*ck.

i was so pissed at hux that i ran out of her room without saying anything. i hope she understands. i walk back to her room and knock on the door.
"it's kylo"
"come in."

i come inside slowly, hoping Y/N isn't angry.

i see her laying on her bed, her eyes red, probably from crying.

"Y/N."

i reach out and touch her cheek. she looks away from me, but i lift up her chin to lock eyes with hers.

"Y/N. i want you. i want to be with you. you're the only one i have. since you told me you had feelings for me, i've been happier here. my family is gone. they're on the light side. i have no one here but my grandfather, but he was turned to the light before he died. with you, i could have someone to comfort me and talk to when i'm going through something tough."

"aww..kylo."

i leaned in and placed a soft kiss on her lips. she kissed me back as i lay next to her, wrapping my arms around her. i placed soft kisses on her cheek as she played in my black hair, making it messy.

"hey, don't ruin my hair Y/N"

she giggled and i chuckled. i got up and hovered over her, beginning to tickle her.

"hey! haha kylo!"

i chuckled as she squirmed around. she tugged on my hair and i lay on top of her, yawning. i looked into her eyes and gave her a soft smile. she flashed that beautiful smile back at me. she ran her fingers through my hair, twirling it and twisting it. when people play in my hair, it makes me fall asleep.

Y/N playing in my hair bring back memories of mom playing in my hair till i fall asleep.

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