apologetic.

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the picture above breaks my heart 😭 
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Y/N's POV

"i said leave. NOW." says kylo.

i didn't like him snapping at me like this. i looked with him with sorrowful eyes and sheepishly walked out of his room. i don't understand him and maybe admitting my "feelings" to him was a mistake. i don't know the issue so i won't jump to conclusions. but he needs watch it and think about how others feel when he flips out like this.

i walked into my dorm and slumped down onto my bed. i ran my fingers through my hair, wondering what was going on with kylo. i don't really understand why he freaks out like this. but i don't like it so he needs to control himself. i decided to take a nap so i got under the sheets and the blanket and snuggled a pillow.

Kylo's POV

i wanted to be alone! snoke got me fired up, he got me pissed! how can he control me, im 29 freaking years old! i whipped out my lightsaber and screamed. "AGHHH!" i scratched my walls the saver and jammed holes in my wall. i kicked things around my room and broke a bunch of furniture. "F*CK EVERYRHING! I DO WHAT I WANT!" i scream louder and throw my lightsaber across the room. i fall to the floor and burry my head between my knees. i dig my fingers into my black hair and pull on it, getting frustrated.

General Hux's POV

just got kylo ren's 350th emotional break down on camera! i have to show everyone!
haha.
peace b*tches.

Kylo's POV CONTINUED

tears began to crowd my eyes as my vision became blurry. i took a red marker and colored and drew things on my wrist. that helped me not do anything life threatening. tears still rush from my eyes. then i thought about Y/N.. i was angry. but i shouldn't of yelled at her like that. why am i so stupid. i sniffled and rubbed my red eyes. i walked out of my room making sure no one was around. i ran to Y/N's room swiftly and barged into her dorm.
"Y/N im sor-"
i realized she was sleeping. i rubbed my puffy red eyes, sitting down the bed next to her. i watched her sleep, she looked so peaceful, like she couldn't harm anyone. i stroked her soft H/C hair. she moved around a little and woke up, rubbing her eyes.

"kylo? what are you doing h-here.."

"Y/N im sorry for earlier. i didn't mean to snap at you like that." i explain.

i suddenly broke down. i looked away as tears flowed from my puffy eyes.

 i looked away as tears flowed from my puffy eyes

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"kylo..tell me what's wrong..why are you crying" she sat up and rubbed my back.
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this chapter was shorter than the others my other ones are around 1300 words but i just wanted to upload twice today, my other one is like about 1200 words

hope you enjoyed this, this is just a filler kinda sorta

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