his way.

trust?

Y/N's POV

i stop by kylo's room to see what he's up to. his door is unlocked so i open it up and saw kylo, wet and naked. i stared at his butt. then he turn around and smirked.

"i sensed you staring at me, sweetheart."

i cover my eyes as my cheeks become a deep red.

"it's fine, you can look."

"u-um just come to my room when you're finished." i turned and tried to run out of his room but he caught me just before i was about to run out.

"where do you thing you're going, sweetheart?" his grip on my arm tightened. "don't you dare cock-block me, you can't deny it." he chuckled and my cheeks flushed red.

he pulled my back against his chest and force-slammed the door.

he set his chin on my head while rubbing my arms. "just wait, i need to talk to you about something."

i nodded and he propped me up on his bed. i waited for him to put his clothes on.

when he finishes he sits next to me, taking the braids out of his hair.

"so what did you want to talk to me about?"

"i wanted to talk to you about what was going on yesterday." he says.

"i knew something was wrong. why didn't you tell me? kylo did you take any of the pills they gave you? have you been drinking water?" i thought i told him he needs to drink lots of water and take the medicine if he needs it.

"Y/N, i'm fine, stop worrying. now what i was going to say was that i seemed to be having visions throughout the day yesterday. they were all happening one after another."

"what we're they about?"

"i figured out that they were about the suffering my grandfather went to when turning to the dark side. he lost my grandmother, he lost his best friend, he didn't get to see my mom and uncle luke until they were 19. and just before he died, luke turned him to the light. my grandfather was showing these visions to bring me to the right side."

"wow. how come you're telling me this?" i ask. he's acting odd. since when was he so interested and enthusiastic about his family?

"Y/N, i know what i have to do. we need to go back home. i need to go back home."

"kylo, we can't. do you know how dangerous that is?!"

"Y/N, i'm kylo ren, remember? i am very powerful with the force! we will be fine!"

"everyone will see us escaping and it's just not right for us to go home. they'd think of something suspicious. kylo, we can't leave."

"Y/N, do you not see what i'm struggling with? i need to get all of this weight off my back."

"i understand that but it's just too dangerous!" i remind him.

Kylo's POV

she's acting weird. since when does she tell me what i can't do?

"you can't tell me what i can and can't do, Y/N. i make decisions around here." i declare.

"i'm just trying to help you and tell you what's safe. i want to protect you."

"you can't protect me. i'm stronger than you so how would that work? i don't need protection, i can protect myself!"

"you're so fucking stubborn! just listen to me!" she yells.

now she's raising her tone. i stare at her intensely and enter her mind, she won't know what's going on. i look into her thoughts. apparently she doesn't want to leave and thinks i won't be able to leave safe. she's doubting me.

"you don't trust me leaving my own base, safely, do you? you don't want to leave?"

"kylo i just can't leave, i don't want anything to go wrong, i want you to be safe."

"Y/N I AM TRYING TO FUCKING SAVE YOU! SNOKE'S GOING TO KILL YOU IF YOU CONTINUE TO 'DISTRACT ME'! I LOVE YOU AND I SHOULD BE THE ONE PROTECTING YOU! YOU KNOW I AM POWERFUL!" i scream.

she gives me a sad look, like she's about to cry. fuck.

"sweetheart i'm sorry, i shouldn't have yelled." i leaned in and hugged her tightly, rubbing her back. she tried to push me off but i had a grip on her.

"i'm sorry kylo, i just don't want anything bad to happen." she peeps.

"it's okay. i have a plan."

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