Competition for the broken hearted

Heartbroken

You ran, and ran...and ran and ran and ran until you were short of breath, you stopped and panted from shortage of breath, collapsing down into the snow as you started sobbing. The snow seemed to start falling faster and in bigger flakes than earlier. You didn't know what to do. You didn't know how to feel. You love them both, you want them both.

You were with Jack, and Connor was with Valentina...so should it stay that way or take Connor back. Ever since you were young you loved the man. He was always so caring and gentle with you, he showed you how to hunt and stalk around like an assassin.

Jack saved you from a group of redcoats, what happened from where you ran was not the first time a thing like that went down. Jack saved you from one of the ships, he saw beauty and trust in you and wanted you all for him. He did not wish to share your body with the others unlike they do with all the other sexual slaves they have captured.
Sold and trade, abused and used amongst the crew.

He sought value in you and was sure of it. He saw you as a treasure not a toy or thing to be disposed of after using. No he loved you.

They both loved you.

You sat there and stared at the snow for what seemed to be hours but only mere minutes. You slowly lifted your head and looked up at your horse who seemed to had his head lowered to get a better look at you. He seemed concerned knowing there was something wrong with his caregiver. You gave a faint weak smile as you gently grabbed his head to pet him. The woods were silent. It was a calming silence. One no man could create even if he tried. The only sound was the sound of the soft snowflakes falling and making contact with the closest thing to them.

It was cold, you were tired, you were heartbroken.

You felt like you could just lay on your side in the snow for ever. Freezing to death did not seem as much of a threat but more of an escape; an escape from the pain and decisions that you had to face sooner or later.

But you did it anyways.

You slowly kissed the snout of your horse before laying down calmly In the freezing snow.

Your body, at first rejected it but soon you felt yourself relax and become at ease, you couldn't move but it felt nice. You slowly let your eyes close for they had felt heavy  

You watched your horse as your eyes closed
and soon it all became dark.

Connor growled as he stood over Jack, his foot firmly on jacks chest to keep him pinned to the ground. Jack hit at Connors leg but it was no use.
Connor growled louder
"What are you, a filthy red coat, doing with my [Y/N]"

Jack stared up at Connor before laughing.
"Your [Y/N]?! Yours!? Pft!"
The red coat only laughed harder
"If she was yours why was she out here alone only to have me save her. If she was yours why has she slept with ME. If she was yours why would she have been kidnapped and used as a slave on a ship of the British empire!"
He snorted as he laughed.
"You're an assassin. Assassins can't have true love or lives. She was never yours and never will be. From the way she yelled at you, you're never really home. That's a big no no. See if you did know anything about [Y/N] it's that- she requires attention. She loves being showered in attention. She loves being complimented and worshiped, treated like a princess;...but all you've done is have her trapped at where you stay and...be a basic chore slave.-"

Connor clenched his fists, these words that escaped the red coats poisons tongue hurt Connor but he stayed calm.

Jack simply smirked up at Connor.