Camren- The Way She Feels

Chapter 2

I just kept looking out the window. Seeing all the different buildings, cars, the sky changing colors. But it's hard to see when your vision is constantly are being blurred from tears. But the tears are gone. I have no more water in my body. I haven't eaten for two days and I don't plan on eating any time soon. I just continued to look out the window until I heard someone talk.

"Lauren?" I turned to see Dinah Ally and Normani looking at me worried.

"Hey." I said and quickly wiped my face from any tears that could be still on my face. But I couldn't wipe any off because they were all dried on my cheeks. My eyes were horrible puffy and my face was violently pale and colorless.

"Oh oh my god are you okay?" Ally asked stepping closer. "Yeah yeah I'm fine" I said but sadly my voice cracked at the end. "What's wrong?" Dinah questioned. "Nothing, nothing i'm fine." I said as cheerfully as possible but I was failing.

"No you're not" Normani stated. "Yes I am!" I yelled and got up. But that wasn't a good idea. As soon as I got up, I felt extremely light headed and fell over. Luckily, Dinah caught me before I could fully hit the ground. "Oh my god Lauren!" Ally yelled. I got up and and shook it off. "I'm good" they all  looked at me like I was crazy. "I just fainted a bit I'm okay" I tried to pull off the best smile I could.

But then I heard footsteps and another voice appear. "What happened? Is someone hurt?" It was Camila. She stopped dead in her tracks once she realized it was me. She looked at me and then our eyes met. As soon as our eyes met, all the memories and emotions came back hard. Too hard. Because in that moment, I blacked out completely.

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"Okay. Describe her in a song" the interview said, pointing to me.

The girls immediately started thinking one. Normani and Dianh started singing summer time sadness.

"Guys song titles not artists. C'mom you got this" I said. They were all quiet for a minute when Camila jumped up. "Oh!" She squealed and grabbed the mic. That little 'oh' just gave me butterflies because of how cute it was. But I'm nervous to hear the songs. She starts snapping.

"Your beautiful eyes, stare right into mine..." She sang but was cut off by Normani grabbing the mic and saying "twerk twerk twerk twerk" i didn't pay attention to it though. All I was focused on was the song the brunette chose for me. She's making me fall for her harder. That little line of a song, and the fact that she used it to describe me made me feel so amazing.

Instantly hugged her and closed my eyes being in complete bliss and gratefulnes. Once I let go, and the interviewed ended I couldn't stop thinking about the younger ones answer. Did she mean it? Or did she just say it because no one was thinking about anything good? Ugh I hate over thinking.

After our performance we went back to the hotel. Tonight, of course, Camila and I are sharing a room. I got so nervous. But at least we have separate beds.

I changed into basketball shorts, and a sports bra. I don't know why but that's what I love sleeping in. This is the first time Camila and I have shared a room like this though I hope she doesn't mind.  I brushed my hair, and my teeth and took of all my makeup. I feel like a zombie. I hope Camila doesn't see me as one. I walked out of the bathroom and went to the huge window we had in our room. I had a perfect view of the storms. I loves watching storms. I only got to look at it for a few moments before I felt my arm being tugged away from the window.

"Lauren! What are you doing?" Camila asked and she ran to the windows and shut the curtain.
"I'm watching the storms..?" I said. "It's dangerous to by the window at a storm you could get hurt." She said looking at me. I looked at her outfit. She was wearing shorts and a tank top that showed a little bit of cleavage. But I had to try to look away. I walked back to the curtains and looked out again.