Camren- The Way She Feels

Chapter 3

It killed me to hurt Camila like that. But if I wasn't harsh, then she would just keep asking me what's wrong and I'd probably end up telling her. Am I'm not prepared to do that. So if acting rude is what it takes, I guess I'll have to do it. I don't want to hurt her though that's the only thing. I'll have to do this lightly but completely. Once the brunette left me alone, I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I very slowly got up, and made my way to where the "kitchen" and "living room" is. Once the girls saw me, they all stood up, besides Camila. She just glanced at me and continued to be on her phone.

"Hey. Are you feeling better?" Ally asked me. "Eh. I've been better." I told them honestly. "Do you want to eat something now?" Normani asked. I shook my head and looked down. "No. I don't." They sighed. "God Lauren why won't you eat what happened?" Dinah asked. When she asked that, I saw Camila look up. I knew she was listening but now she was full on watching.
"I just don't feel like eating okay?" They all exchanged glances and nodded.

"How about we watch a movie?" Normani suggested. I nodded my head. "What movie?" I asked.

They all thought for a minute. "Oh! How about A Walk To Remember?" Dinah asked. Camila groaned. "No.. I'm going to crave love". Okay, ouch. That hurt. I mean she doesn't know it hurts, but damn that really hurt. I looked down trying to fight my tears. "Lauren you okay?" Ally asked. "Yeah yeah it's just um you know I just woke up and stuff my eyes are a tad but watery" I said as convincingly as I could. We sat silent again. "Ohhh. What about high school musical?" Dinah suggested again. "I'm good with that. Wait can we watch the second one that one is my favorite" I told her.

"Yeah. Oh my god we can do the Troy and Gabriela duet that we love to sing." I nodded excitedly.

We out in the movie and I sat next to Dinah and from time to time I saw Camila glancing at me. She even did a little smile when I was Troy and Dinah was Gabriela for the duet.

"What about us? What about everything we've been through?"

"What about trust?"

"You know I never wanted to hurt you.."

"What about me?"

"What am I supposed to do?"

"I gotta leave but I'll miss you.."

"SO... I GOT TO MOVE ON AND BE WHO I AMMM" we screamed the last part because we were just dying and laughing to hard.

"I JUST DONT BELONG HERE I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND." I grabbed dinahs face jokingly and sang to her. I looked over at Camila who looks like she has a tiny bit of jealousy in her.

"WE MIGHT FIND A PLACE IN THIS WORLD SOMEDAY...." Dinah sang

"I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY" we both sang then broke out in more of a laughter then we were already in. Everyone else was laughing besides Camila. In a way, those lines Dinah and I sang was describing the situation Camila and I are in, which made me more upset. After we calmed down, and finished the rest of the movie, normani checked her phone.

"Oh! The party starts soon!" She said.

"What party?" I asked. "Oh it's Perries. She's in town and invited us over. We knew you wouldn't want to go, and that you couldn't even make it. So Camz will stay here and watch over you while Ally and Dinah and I go" she explained. Wait. Camila. And I. Here. Alone? I can't do this. It just won't end well. At the same time her and I raised our voices and said "What?" The other girls looked at us weird. "Is that an issue?" Ally asked. "No." We both said at the same time. But we both sounded nervous. "Okay..." Dinah said. I sighed nervously and went into my bunk. About an hour later, I heard Dinah yell, "Okay we're going. We'll be back later. Bye boos" I heard Ally and Normani yell goodbye as well and then a door shut.