Camren- The Way She Feels

Chapter 4

I woke up and instantly felt someone by me. I opened my arms and I saw Camila. Well the back of her head at least. We were both laying on our left sides, and I realized my arm was around her waist holding her close. I tried to move but I couldn't move my hand. When I tried, I saw that Camilas and I's fingers were interlaced. I practically froze when it fully came to me that Camila and I were cuddling the whole night. I immediately felt cheeks heat up and I knew I was shaking. But I had to calm down so I won't wake up Camila. I took some deep breaths and tried to calm down. But it didn't work and I mentally slapped my self when I saw that I woke Camila up. She rubbed her eyes and laid on her back stretching a bit. And when she arched her back to stretch more, I couldn't help but stare. I looked down and saw her hand still in mine, I couldn't help but think of how perfect they fit together.

"Morning." She said snapping me out of my thoughts. "Hi" I said shyly. She moved her finger a but and it grazed if my knuckle and j flinched at the pain. "Ouch" I mumbled. She looked at me and took a closer look at my knuckles. "Lauren what happened to your hand?" She asked.

I forgot I cut them up hitting the book. "I just hit it against something that's all." I told her. "It looks like you were like beating the shit out of something." She examined my hand. "I'm fine." I told her. She started to get out of the bunk and I got disappointed. "Where are you going?" I asked her. "Just to get the first aid kit to bandage that up." She said. I quickly followed her and got up. When I got out of the bunk, I saw that she was already by the first aid kit, getting the things I need. I walked by her and held my hand out. She looked confused.

"Well are you going to give me it or..?" I laughed. She shook her head. "I'm going to do it." She said bluntly. "No Camz you don't have to." I told her. "I want to." I just nodded and sat down on the couch and she sat next to me. She carefully and gently did my cut and bandaged it up. "Thanks Camz." I gave her a genuine smile. "No problem Lo." I blushed at the nick name. I got up and grabbed my phone I haven't checked it since we finished the show. It was blowing up. I was confused on why so I checked it. I froze and almost dropped my phone on the spot. "Lauren?" Camila asked. Anger and sadness boiled up in me.

"I'm going to kill Dinah!" I yelled. The younger one looked at me confused. My hands were in fist and I was ready to hit something. Camila came over to me and grabbed my hands but I pulled them out of her grasp. "What happened?" She asked. I could almost hear a little bit of fright in her voice. I handed her the phone.

"@ dinahjane97 #camrencuteness." She looked at me confused and laughed. "Okay? What's wrong with this? Why is this a big deal the fans are going crazy. It's just to make them happy I don't see what's wrong." She said. When she really saw my expression her smile slowly faded.

"No Camila that's not the point. She needs to ask us about this, or at least me because I'm the one who cares about this! I don't want the Camren shippers to be freaking out. It will get out of hand! Why do they ship something that could never happen." I yelled, but my voice cracking at the end. But in a way, I didn't mean it. Because I'm glad they made Camren a thing honestly. But it's just when I always see the video edits and I would from time to time watch 'Camren is Real' videos it just hurt. And it always hurts too see this. why would Dinah tweet this?

I looked to the younger girl and she had hurt in her eyes. "It's just what makes them happy... I mean okay maybe Dinah should have asked but you're making this into a bigger deal then it is." She said but her voice was shaking.

"No I'm not. Now I'm going to get bashed with questions on how if it's real more then what I usually do. And I can't just tweet 'it's not real' because it will break all their hearts! It is bad Camila. Because it's bringing to much hope for people.. even me." I whispered the last part. Camila blinked and asked "what did you say?" Before I could answer, Dinah, Ally, and Normani came through the door.