Ok guys so listen to the song on the side while reading this chapter , it'll get you crying !
The song is :
Some Say Love by Leann Rimes
Chapter 19
10 minutes left . The doctor came . I looked at my watch and prayed .
In that brief moment i thought about love . Love is supposed to be beautiful yet it brings me so much pain . If i didn't love him would it hurt any less ?
I love him .
I've loved him since we were kids !
I'll love him till the day i die i know i will !
I've never been so sure of anything in my life !
Louis , Louis Tomlinson , no he didn't steal my heart , i gave it to him . I gave it to him with the truest smile on my face . I gave it to him and gave him full freedom to do what ever he pleases with it !
Love is supposed to be peace yet it starts such a war inside of you .
Love is when two souls unite in one body, but sometimes you feel like there isn't enough space for both of you in this small fragile body so you try to dispose of yourself for their comfort .
Love isn't beauty or peace or joy .
Love is the death of man .
Love is a beautiful suicide .
The hands of the watch moved slowly , as if it was going slower to amuse itself with our pain .
The ten minutes passed .
Louis remains lifeless .
The doctor took his pulse .
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
The word rung in my head like i was just sentenced to death
I feel like a sword is piercing my heart
No ,
This feeling was much worse
I'd die a thousand times to save him
So why can't he live once for me ?
Tears flew down my face like razors stabbing my skin .
My body felt numb .
It was like i was trying to convince my own body to kill me , and my body wanting to escape the pain in my soul , was trying it' s hardest to end me , to rid me of my pain , but wasn't succeeding .
Love might be a lot of awful things .
Love might make you feel like nothing .
But nevertheless love is a reason to live !
Without it all is lost
Without it , all emotions but pain are instinct
Without it life isn't worth living
Love is Life
Love is Death
Love is everything .
And i just lost my everything .
Love is the darkest secret of life
Yet the most beautiful one as well
Love is a miracle
Love is the breaker of man
Love is the soul . Love is the heart . Love is the tears . Love is the smiles. Love is pain .
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
I felt the room go black as my body finally managed to self destruct .
Nothing
I am nothing without my everything.
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