Little things ( a one direction fanfiction )

Louis' E-mail

After a month , when Talia had completed her punishment , the first thing she did was plug the wifi back on and check her e-mail . And sure enough she had received an e-mail from Louis . The E-mail was dated two days before she snuck out to find his house empty of people . Here's what it said :

" Dear Talia ,

I'm sorry . That's all i can say . I'm sorry i left you years ago . I'm sorry i crashed back into your life , made you suffer for me , made you love me , made you remember me , only to leave you again .

I'm sorry . I'm sorry for every tear you shed for me , for every time you remember me and feel pain .

I feel awful . I didn't want to leave .

But i had no choice . One Direction can't break up because of me . The boys begged me to stay . They told me it was ok , that it was ok , that we didn't need the tour . But what difference would it make if i didn't go now ?

Sooner or later there would be no way out . We would be forced to leave and that would've only pained you more .

I Love you Talia . With all my heart , with all my soul . But i'm not the right guy for you . All i can do is leave you , hurt you , make you cry .

But i don't deserve your tears . I really don't . You deserve someone that will be ready to sacrifice anything for you .

Someone that just isn't me .

And although i'm unworthy of you , it pains me greatly to leave you . To know that i might never see your beautiful face again . To know that i will never see you acting live _ the boys showed me the video of you acting like me , it was priceless _ you're so talented .

You're a jewel . You're unique . And i know i'll never find anyone like you .

Know that i cry every night , that i think of you all the time , that i love you forever .

My heart aches every hour of every day , because you're so far away .

I Love you .

And my only conciliation is a girl i met recently called Eleanor Cadler . She reminds me of you . With her long dark hair and her big brown eyes .

You two have a lot in common . She's not as special as you but she's wonderful . You'd like her if you met her .

Well i guess now it's goodbye .

One last thing i need you to know , i wrote a new song for you . It's about what i wish i could do for you . What you deserve . It's called : Look After You . It's coming out soon .

Well then now , goodbye .

I'll miss you .

- Louis Tomlinson -"