Little things ( a one direction fanfiction )

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

" Harry he wants to see you "

Harry got up and walked to the room. He saw Lou so weak so pale so sick on the bed and he couldn't keep tears from falling down his cheeks .

" hey Lou "

" hi Hazza " he answered trying to smile while his voice cracked " can i ask you something ?"

" anything "

" you know i might die "

" no you won't "

" i might , and before i do i want you to do me a favor "

" anything boobear "

" i want you to convince Talia to sing , i really wanna hear her sing "

" you might die and that's what you're thinking about ?! That little idiot ?!!"

" don't call her that Harry ! "

" whatever "

Harry turned around and left the room .

" he wants you to sing " he yelled as he was going downstairs.

Talia and the lads were still sitting on the stairs facing Louis' door . So Talia got up and followed him .

" but i can't sing " she cried

" i know you can't , you probably can't do anything right but that's what he wants so i suggest you stop stalling and go do it before it's too late "

" it won't be too late ! He won't die!"

Harry tightened his hands into fists and climbed up the stairs to where Talia was standing .

" you saw how he was !" He shouted " he's obviously not gonna make it ! And it's all thanks to you !"

Tears streamed down his face. " because of YOU i'm gonna lose my best-friend ! The person that understands me even more than my own parents ! Because of you my world is falling apart ! And after all you did to him you won't even give him his dying wish ?! It's very simple too ! He asked you to sing not walk on water ! So

Go do it before i add this to the list of reasons of why i should kill you !" Louis heard everything and cried silently in his room. He was now positive he was gonna die and obviously that wasn't something he desired.

They were both crying . Harry's face was red . He hurt her too much. He walked away and Talia just stood still . She was paralyzed.

She was crying .

Since Louis came back she's been suffering . First with his sickness and second with Harry's attitude towards her . He hated her with every bone in his body or so she thought . He considered her the reason his friend will perish .

Talia went back to where she was sitting and all the lads tried to comfort her . But she just cried . She couldn't take it anymore .

Talia's POV

You know that awful feeling of weakness and helplessness , when someone you love is hurt and you can't help them . Well that is by far the worst feeling ever . Because it combines a collection of the worst feelings . Like fear , fear that your loved one will hurt and perish . Fear of how awful your life would be without that person. There's also weakness because the person you love , is in pain and even though he's right under your hands you can't make them feel better you're unable to save them . No matter how close they are you can't seem to transfer the agony from their body to yours . Guilt . Because you always feel like you could've done something , anything to help them but you didn't and no matter what you do you still feel awful because you think you should've done more . Anger of course . You're angry at yourself for being so weak . You're angry at what ever is causing your loved one to suffer . You feel useless . Your self-esteem is becomes self -hatred . You feel sadness take over . And you feel as if your sanity is slowly escaping . At least that's how i feel.

If i lose Louis i can assure you that very little of my sanity will remain if i remain at all . Life without Louis isn't something i look forward to . It's something that i despise with all my heart . It's sort of like the hell and heaven situation . You gotta work to get into heaven . You gotta work to escape the horridness of hell . And that's exactly what i'm

Gonna do . I'm gonna work for Louis because he is heaven . I'm gonna work for Louis because without him it's hell .

And now i just have to figure out how i'm gonna work . What am i gonna do ? What will this work i'm gonna be doing consist of . I decided to call the doctor and asked him if there is anything i can do to boost our chances of Louis's survival . And luckily there was one way . It's a soup . At first i thought that making a soup would be easy but i was wrong . The recipe had very accurate . the measurements and amounts are not be overdone or underdone . And i'm quite the clumsy one . This soup is supposed to sort of increase the medicine's helpful side , or something like that ! I don't know i'm no doctor .

I called Harry i mean he's the cook he should have some experience .

Even though i hated working with him i did . And he showed me he hated me by giving me a death glare every chance he could . But he was extremely carful about the soup . And i was grateful for that . I don't really dislike Harry . I mean how can i when he cares so much about Louis ?! Even though he hates me .

But that's ok . I blame myself too . For everything that happened to Lou ! It's my fault and he's paying the price . But i won't let him die ! I simply can't ! And i won't .

About an hour passed and we finished the soup . We took it up to Louis .

When we were opening his door i could swear i saw him crying but he wiped away the tears really fast .

He ate a bowl and fell asleep .

One more hour to go . Please Louis . Please don't leave me .

My heart was breaking . I was crying oceans and rivers on the inside ! If he dies i die !