So basically I'm going to write about myself. Just for any person who may be reading this
Well, my name is Gracie "Marty" A.
Marty because for the past four years I've wanted to be a male and just never said anything I can up with these names : Josh Tyler ( before twenty one pilots, I just like the names) Marty I actually did think of Mikey but since that's taken now... Domonic Robby And I never decided what suit me best.
I Always "the funny one" with a big smile so nobody even begins to think that I'm not okay because I never want to put my problems first when's are probably much worse than mine. So let's talk about you.
Because of that I sometimes go on a and on about myself. Trust me I'm aware.
I always know. I'm good at being able to tell what people think of me and about them selves. I know it sounds crazy but I think my emotions are all over the place so often that I can just relate.
I'm insecure. really. I always wait for somebody else to say it before I do so at least if we get judged we'll go down together. So I barely know my self.
I don't look for my self. I don't wonder about my self because I'm scared what I'll find. By the way, thanks for helping me figure it out (they know who they are
I'm probably bi gender
And this one isn't gonna be here for very long for multiple reasons so enjoy the confession while its here. (yea you're too late. Its gone now. I'll just let you wonder what it was. ) Ok? Ok. Ok? Cool.👍
I cry alot Like alot. Sometimes for no reason. I just need to. I need to right now. I am right now. No reason. Nothing happens just now. But memories are only bad for me. If it was a good time, I cry because its over (which goes against my favorite quote) and if it was a bad time, I cry because I have the memory
Sometimes I purposely annoy people and am rude to them hoping that they'll just lose it and kill me or something so I don't have to do it myself. Then I'll cry that they didn't I cry because I'm not stong enought to do it my self Or maybe I'm stong because I haven't done it. Because I always smile. Because I know its not really worth it.
Now for the few people who I think still read this, I think you'll be able to figure out who you are...
Are you still mad? Ok. I say you don't get it and trust me you don't, but maybe I don't either. Just don't drag other people into it
Thank for helping me figure everything out. I really owe you for that.I seriously look up to you for that and so many other reasons (don't take this the wrong way.. )I don't even think you read this anymore but thanks.
Thanks for talking to me. You're really cool and thanks for not changing your thoughts on me when you found out something about me. Thanks you I'd really love to talk again any time you want😊 (Just not right now at this very moment if you're reading it right after I published it because its 2:40 am and no) sorry, I'm a dweeb.. Oh well.. (well at the time I wrote it)
And thanks to all of you.
I'm debating on if I should end the is chapter on something funny because other people's seriousness makes me worry for them and stuff and I want you to have to worry if you actually care and are like me.
Or maybe I should just let it be serious..
N̤̈Ö̤P̤̈Ë̤! 😊
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