okie okie I'm gonna write about my weird childhood Fears
WELL I USED TO VERY AFRAID OF DEMONS. LIKE I THOUGHT THE DEVIL WAS OUT TO GET ME.
I never used to close the bathroom door at school because I thought when I flushed the toilet the demons would come out the bathroom drain. So yea I was that kid who didn't flush either.
But I only did that when I was in there alone
AND THIS WAS IN LIKE KINDERGARTEN.
And when lotion dried up I thought if I used it it would summon demons. and I thought liver was a demons stomach.
AND SPIDERS.
BUT THIS ONE MADE SENSE.
IT WAS THIS STORY THING KWAKU ANANSE. and yes you're pronouncing it wrong. (probably )
BUT BASICALLY IT THE NAME MEANS TRICKY SPIDER AND SOMETIMES THE CHARACTER KWAKU ANANSE IS A HUMAN BUT SOMETIMES HE'S A SPIDER
not really like he can change but it depends on the story which one he is.
AND SO I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THIS. AND I THOUGHT ALL SPIDERS WERE DEMON SHAPE SHIFTERS.
I JUST THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS A DEMON.
AND I DIDN'T KNOW IF SOME HUMANS WERE ACTUALLY SPIDERS AND I THOUGHT I MIGHT BE ONE TOO AND DIDN'T KNOW
and I also want exactly scared if the dark but the fact that I thought that demons are what brought the dark.
SO EVERY NIGHT, I THOUGHT DEMONS MIGHT TAKE MY SOUL.
and I used to sleep with my mom and she snored. But if course I thought when you snored it was demons in you body and that's why you made that sound.
And when i did sleep alone( of course with the light on) I didn't want to leave the door open because I thought that's how demons got in. BUT THEN I REALIZED THEY COULD GET IN THROUGH UNDER THE DOOR. so I didn't know if I should open my window ( for reasons I'll explain later )
But I was so confused because what if the demons were already in my room and I closed the door so they couldn't get out and the only place they had left to go was my head
REFERENCE TIME : they can't go in there. I know things remember?
But really I thought they would go in my head and find out how to defeat Jesus or something then we would all die.
So I did think I knew things.
And basically I was just afraid of demons.
