Is Our Love Real

chapter 2

Ray's prov:
I was walking from my house ready to go see my dad, when someone bumped into me.

Ow! Watch where your going. I said to whoever it was who bumped me.

I looked up to see it was Matt staring at me with a concerned look on his face. "I'm sorry Ray I didn't see you there, did I hurt you"? He asked. I looked up at him and stared at how beautiful he was.

He was cute but so straight I just wanted to kiss those perfect pick lips. He was built just right too. I was deeply in love with him but could never tell him. I looked at those beautiful brown eyes then back to those cut plump perfect lips of his. I must have been staring to long because he was waving at me now.

Uh ray are you okay you've been staring for the pass minute or so? He asked.

"Huh oh yeah I'm okay you didn't hurt me Matt". I reassured him. With that he walked away and went back to do whatever. I was on my way to dads when I saw kiara my best friend in the world.

"Hey ray how you doing"? She asked. I told her I bumped into Matt on  the way to dad's office. "Awe did you tell him you liked him yet cause I will march right over there and tell... I cut her off before she got carried away with this again. "No I did not plus you know he's straight as board". I told her, she gave me the " you know I don't believe you" look.

"Whatever" I told her and walked straight to dad's. I got there in ten minutes tops. I knocked on the door to see if he was in there. I waited a good five minutes before he came to the door.

"Hey son what brings you here". My dad asked so formal like. I made myself comfortable on the chair in the corner. He watched me the whole time. See I haven't told my dad that I'm gay yet, the only one who does know is kiara.
   

"Dad I've been hiding something from you." He looked at with curiosity this time. "Ok....I'm.... Gay dad." I gave him a chance to speak when he didn't I got scared.
I rushed for the door when he caught my arm. I couldn't help the tears that were about to come out of my eyes. I struggled to get free but he was way stronger than me.

"Son." He said to me but I kept struggling to get away. I didn't want to be disowned by my father. My mom didn't have a problem with it she loved me even more for it.

"I don't want to hear it dad just disown me already so I can go." He let go of me for a minute to turn me around to face him. "Why would I disown you, your my son I love you." I looked at him with wide eyes. He gave me a big smile and pulled me into a hug. "I'm glad dad." With that I stepped out of his office and went to the pack house. 

When I got there I saw  Matt he looked at me for split second and went back to fixing breakfast. 

Hey! He said to me with those cute brown eyes. I waved at him to say hi for some reason I didn't feel like talking. "You want some breakfast?" He asked me. I nodded my head for a yes and he passed me a plate of food. "Your not talking to me like normal are you okay?" He asked me. Should I tell him about me being gay or just keep a secret?

Ahhh srew it I thought to myself.

I took a deep breath and was about to tell him. "I told my dad I was gay today." He stopped eating and looked at me. "You told him what?" He asked. "I told him I was gay." I could feel the uneasiness in the room now. "Look if you have a problem with it I can always go." I told him fed up with all this about to walk out the door. He grabbed me by the arm to stop me. "For your info I don't have a problem with it okay, so drop the attitude with me." He told me and sat me back down. We ate in silence until he broke it. " I'm gay too okay that's why I don't have a problem with it." He confessed to me. I looked at with shock then went back to eating. I didn't know what to say to him now. Do I tell him I like him or just play it off ?

After we finished our breakfast. I told I'll see him later. He nodded his head in agreement and cleaned up.

Whoa I got to tell kiara about this one.

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Okay guys what you think I'm kinda really proud of this one so if you have any thoughts just tell me. Its a working progress so be gentle. How are you guys liking Ray so far.