Is Our Love Real

chapter 3

Matt's prov:

After telling ray I was gay he didn't want to talk to me I hope he doesn't tell anyone. I mean I like Ray a lot but I can't have the whole pack knowing my business. After agreeing to see him later I cleaned up our mess and went to go see Jax. Besides Ray I told Jax I was gay and he swore he wouldn't tell.

I came up to Jax room and knocked on the door it was open so I let myself in. He was playing the game when I came in.

"Jax!" I called him he didn't hear me so I tried again. "Jax!" He didn't hear me again. "Jax!" He heard me this time cause he turned around.

"What man?" He asked me. "I told him man." He looked at me for a minute then it clicked. "You told ray your gay, well what did he say?" He asked me. He's gay too, he thought I had a problem with it and almost ran out the door."

"Dang do you still like him man?" He asked me curiously. "Yes man you know this." He turned back to his game and I left his room.

I saw ray later that day and froze in place when it happened. My wolf was acting strange he was clawing at me for some reason.

"Hey Matt!" Ray called to me. Then my wolf said it so clear my knees almost gave.

              MATE!

"Hey Matt, what's wrong?" He asked me with concern. I grabbed his arm and pulled him into my room. "What's with you Matt? He asked scared my wolf whined at me for scaring our mate. "Your my mate ray!" I confessed to him. He had a big smile on his face and I was happy. "I'm so glad Matt cause I'm deeply in love with you." He told me totally open with me.
"I'm so happy u told me matt, I'm gonna go tell my dad." I stopped him before he was out the door. "You can't tell anyone about us ok!" He looked at me with hurt in his eyes. "You don't want people to know about me?" He said on the verge of tears. My wolf growled at me and told us to comfort our mate. "I'm sorry baby but if my dad finds out its over." He walked out the room saying nothing to me. I'm pretty sure he was crying now.

Damn it! I thought to myself.

I didn't want to hurt him that's the last thing I wanted. I should run after him but what if someone see's? Shit I don't want to hurt him I have to figure this out.

          Before I lose him!