Dear Nobody

October 28, 2013

October 28, 2013

It's been exactly one month to the day since you found me. Since you melted my heart and changed my point of view. It feels like it was just two days ago, not thirty. I wonder if you still feel the same way about me; the same way you lead me to believe you felt one month ago today. Do you?

You know, it's really hard to see you with her and I am surprised I'm not jealous. Oh, I'm still upset, and I think I will be upset for quite a while. But she and I were friends before you even came into view, so why does it feel like I've known you since kindergarten? Is that a normal thing?

I don't know If you even notice... You don't, I know you don't. If you did you would be able to see that the things you are doing just hurt me further than what you did before. So why do I still let you keep on doing them?

I guess, that maybe, you do understand. At least on some level? You told me all these wonderful things but now it's like you've forgotten that you ever said anything of the sort. We'll maybe you have forgotten. I certainly haven't.

Probably always yours,

Rose

Somehow a couple of chapters got switched! ): So, "October 29, 2013" is after "November 7, 2013", but all the other chaps are in the right order. Sorry for the mix up! Enjoy, vote and comment!! xoxo