suicidal (July 18, 2016 10:47 pm)

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I'm done
I can't do this
I hold my breath
Wanting it to be my last
This is what you wanted
Isn't it?
Because that's what you said
"Kill yourself"
Ok
How should I do it?
Overdose?
Or maybe I should just walk into
Traffic
Your words overtake
My mind
Like a disease
I'm hyperventilating now
My body is giving in
Blood is running through my veins
But I no longer feel alive
My heart is beating
But I have forgotten what it
Was like
To feel
I was doing fine
Before you
I don't even know
Who you are
But I guess it doesn't
Matter
There are probably others who feel the same way
Oh god I can't do this
Looks like you'll get what you want
Congrats
You win

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I'm fine I guess....no I'm not. But I won't do anything. Probably just sleep.

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