Forever isn't suppose to be treated like this

Chapter 28

⚠️⚠️⚠️Warning!!⚠️⚠️⚠️
This chapter contains triggering moments,abuse,etc. if you don't like this then skip this chapter
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

I went in the bus and headed towards the restroom and locked the door and just sat on the floor leaning against the door and looked at my arms
"No Blanca no" I mumbled to myself
Do it your a fucking slut now
The voices came back
"No no no" I said
Kevin ruined your life twice you fucking slut
I couldn't take it anymore so I looked for a blade or something and I found a blade in the cabinets of the bathroom and i was shaking
Do it do it slut you bitch nasty
So that's when I started cutting 1 became 5 cuts and then to 15 I was going to do more when I heard Katie
"Blanca? We're going to go eat wanna come with us?" Katie asked
Shit. "Hold on I'm in the restroom" I said and I quickly cleaned up and put on bracelets to cover the cuts and fixed my make up and flushed the toilet pretending I used the restroom and came out
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"Hey you alright?" Katie asked
"Yea... But I rather stay here I'm going to go sleep" I said I didn't want to go out
"Oh... Ok " she said and left I just went to the bunks and slept soon I woke up to someone knocking on the bus door
I got up and headed towards the door I opened it and rian was there
"No get out !" I yelled and I panicked I was going to close the door when he pushed it open and locked the door I backed away so he wouldn't touch me
"Now it's my turn to get some of you " he said and touched me cheek I quickly smacked his hand so he could wouldn't touch me
" Kevin's in jail and he got plenty of you now it's my turn to get you " rian said and grabbed me tight
"Let me go!" I yelled
"Your coming with me" he said and carried me to the back of the bus
I couldn't yell because he was covering my mouth with his hand
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He threw me to the couch and locked the door behind him I quickly got up and went towards the corner he came towards me and grabbed me and threw me to the couch and started ripping my clothes off and then he took off his pants and inserted me
"You know you like it" rian said
"No! I don't stop!" I yelled and I was in tears
He went faster and I was crying
"STOP!! RIAN PLEASE STOP!" I yelled
"It's called vengeance sweetheart" rian said
"Why? Rian why are you doing this? Please stop!" I said
Rian finally stopped and got off of me
"You rejected me and Kevin's in jail and because I've always wanted to fuck you"
I got up and smacked him
"You bitch!" He said and he inserted me again I was crying after 15 min he got off me
"If I find out you told someone I'm going to kill you" rian said I stayed quiet I've had enough of the rape
"You understand?" Rian got me up and tightened his grip on  my wrist
"Yes now leave me alone!" I said
"Bye slut" he said and he left and those words were like if someone had shot me
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I went to go take a shower and I washed all the disgusting off of me then I thought about if he had a condom and he did I was crying in the shower I felt like a total slut I just want to die.....

Hey guys so I'm sorry I haven't been updating right now I'm in North Carolina with my aunt and I'm staying here for a week so I won't be updating for a week but I'll try my best to
I will write drafts and then when I get the chance I will post them
Thanks for all the support and I love you all 🐢❤️😍🦄💚🙂🤘🏼