Forever isn't suppose to be treated like this

Chapter 20

"What?" Katelynne asked me
"This this is where ..." I stayed quiet I didn't want to talk
"Oh my gosh it's here where it all happend in Arizona?" Katelynne asked me
"Yea i I want to be alone I'm going to a nearby park" I told katelynne and I walked away.
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I went to go sit at a bench in the park I just stayed there silence that's when it all started the memories when I was 15 my ex boyfriend Kevin....locked me in his room and was about to rape me but my old friend.... kellin...came and got me and kevin went to jail ....my scars....bullying....those bad memories
To get rid of all those memories for now I just started singing a falling in reverse song raised by the wolves
I Was lost now I'm found,
I'm sustained by the sound,
Of the angels singing me to sleep,
While my feet are leaving the ground,
Am I dead? Or am I dreaming instead?
A cornucopia of opiates have flooded my head

I'm insane, I am smart,
All it takes, is a spark, to ignite my bad intentions,
And do what I do best to your heart,
Don't be fooled I was raised by the wolves,
Now the moon hangs in full, so you know I won't play by the rules

I will never spill
(spill my blood for you)
You have let me down
(one too many times)
Someway somehow, we've fallen out,
Caught in between my enemies,
No way not now, I won't back down,
I draw the line at you and me,
Your what I started, now disregarded,
One day they'll see, it was always me

Due to mistakes, I have made to the state,
I am trapped inside a Dillinger,
Diligently thinking of ways to get out of this god awful place,
I have learned that my fate is something I can't escape so,
Sound the alarm, what I've said from the start,
Is ill never let your system break me down or tear me apart,
Don't be fooled I was raised by the wolves,
Now the moon hangs in full so you know I won't
Play by the rules
I just sang that part then I saw someone come to me
"Hey nice you sang it perfect!" The man said
"Um thanks who are you?" I asked him I couldn't really tell who he was
"Oh sorry about that I'm Ronnie radke " he said
"Oh hi! Ronnie " I said he went to go sit next to me
"So what are you doing here alone?"
He asked me
"Oh nothing just wanting to get my memories away and you?" I asked him
"Oh... And I just want to get nice fresh air before our performance" he said
"Oh warped?" I asked
"Yea how you know?" He said
"Oh cause I'm in your with pierce the veil I'm Tony's future wife.." I said
"Oh that's awesome finally Tony got someone he would keep forever " he said and I chuckled
"I got to get going nice meeting you" I said as I got up he got up and gave me a hug
"Nice meeting you too I can go with you plus I'm heading back also" he said
"That will be fine let's go" I said
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We headed back and then we went our separate ways
"Nice meeting you see you around!" Said
"Yea same bye!" He said and left
I went back to the bus area but I just went to all time low's bus I knocked and Rian opened
"Oh hey Rian ! Is Alex and Jack here?" I asked
"Hey Blanca come in " he said I walked in
"And they all left to get something I stayed so it's just me here " Rian said
"Oh ok then I'm... Gonna go back to pierce the veils bus..." I said
"Oh no! Don't go please " Rian said
"I'm why?" I asked
"Because I want to talk to you...." Rian said
"About what ?" I said as I went to go sit down
"Well I was wondering if you would want to go out wi-" I cut him off
"Rian, I..I...I can't and you know that I love Tony and not you I only like you as a friend.." I said and got up and headed for the door Rian got in front of me and kissed me I tried to pull him back but he held me tighter I finally got him away from me and I smacked him and ran off
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I went to pierce the veils bus again and went in
"Hey babe is everything alright?" Tony asked me
"I don't want to talk about it I feel like I'm going to throw up" I said running to the restroom
I threw up and cleaned myself I went out and got my clothes and went to take a shower thinking about what Rian told me .....

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Hey guys so I don't have a lot to say soooo.... Yea
Song credit ; falling in reverse -raised by the wolves

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