Forever isn't suppose to be treated like this

Chapter 45

I felt tears go down my face I had enough of Tony cheating on me so I went in the all time low bus and I gathered all of my stuff then I went to the Pierce the veil bus and I gathered the rest of my stuff and I left the iPod Katie gave me and left it on her bunk which was mine previously. I went in the restroom and wrote on the mirror with lipstick;

Do you still love me? I am dieing to know did you forget what we shared Out of sight out mind I was never even there...

I left a note for Vic also.......

Vic,
I'm sorry I left I just had to I know Tony would have taken care of our baby well my baby .... I left because he kept cheating on me before watching you perform I saw him with a woman and he touched her face and he kept looking at her in the eyes and he grabbed her hands.... When we were at the hospital Tony was texting somebody but I'm not quite sure who it was I just saw a heart emoji and those love emojis ... And well you know what happened when he cheated on me the first time..... Im leaving the ring I don't want to be found. I'm sorry but I'm better on my own please don't look for me....
~Blanca~

After I finished writing the note I took of my engagement ring and I left it beside the note and then i grabbed a picture I had my Tony and I stuck it to the mirror then I took a deep breath and I looked all over the bus my surroundings and I know I'm not going to be able to see this ever again I grabbed my stuff and I went out of the bus and I heard Alex yell into a microphone and there I knew that they were already performing. This time I didn't go side stage I went to the back of the stage and I saw Mike,rian ,Vic,jaime,Alex,Jack,zach, and Tony playing and jumping around I sighed and looked at all the busses around me and I remembered we were in North Carolina. So then i decide to leave
"Bye" i whispered and I left the venue and I went to a hotel that was sorta far from the venue........

Did y'all think that was the end?! Well nope I have someone else's point of view ...

TONYS POV

We all finished performing and it was fun. We all went side stage and I didn't see Blanca so I thought she might have been sleeping or something. All time low came with us to our bus, once we were on the bus we sat on the couch and watched tv. After 25 min of watching tv I had to go to the restroom. I went in and I saw lipstick on the mirror?
"Guys?" I called
"Yea?" Vic asked
"All of y'all come here" I said
"What's wrong" jaime asked
"Look" I said
"Do you still love me? I am dieing to know did you forgot what we shared out of sight out of mind I was never even there" Mike read the message out loud
"This can't be" I said putting my hands through my hair. Those were the lyrics for our song one hundred sleepless nights. I saw Vic grab a paper it was a note and it had his name on it. Vic read the note and his expression was sad.
"What is it" I asked him I became more worried
"Blanca left" Vic said
"What?!" Alex and Jack both yelled
"She left a note for me it says that she left because she had enough of Tony cheating on her and she doesn't want to be found, she also left this... Here Tony" Vic said
"She left.... NO!" I yelled I became anger. Then I realized I was a total jerk an asshole,How could I have done this to Blanca. I have lost the love of my life, and my baby, all i wanted was to be with her....I missed her and I think she saw me with the girl I was with earlier that girl looked to similar to Blanca... But Blanca doesn't have siblings.
I punched the wall ..Rian and Zach grabbed me and took me outside so I could calm down.
"Calm down!" Rian yelled at me
"The love of my life left all because of me!" I said
"Yes because of you what was going through your mind when you cheated...Tony?!" Mike yelled at me.
"I don't know I was drunk the first time but then I don't know what I did" I said
"I'm going to do look for her" I said
"Tony she doesn't want to be found so let's just leave her alone! " Vic said
"I will never stop looking for her... I love her..." I said to myself.

The end?....