Forever isn't suppose to be treated like this

Chapter 29

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been updating much but I'm back home and well it's been a week and two days since my grandpa died 😭🙏🏽 R.I.P
and well it's been hard for me and my parents have been bitches to me making me feel bad etc.
but anyways here's the update hope you enjoy 🤗💚

I got out of the shower and got dressed in there I got out a blade I hid in the bathroom and I started slicing 1 became into 5 then 10 soon I decided to stop and I put on all the brackets and went out and I just went to sleep well I cried myself to sleep
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Soon I awake by the door of the bus opening and I heard pierce the veil come in and they were all laughing I just closed my eyes and pretended to be sleeping and I heard Vic come to the bunk area and he checked on me and he saw me sleeping soon he left and I heard their conversation
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"Guys Blanca hasn't been talking much..." Vic said
"Yea I know but... I want her back her old self" mike said
"Why did this have to happen to Blanca?" Katie said in tears
"Shit. I want to talk to her but she just doesn't talks" jaime said
"Tony.." Vic said
I opened my eyes when I heard Vic say that but I just kept listening
"Yea?" Tony said
"Why haven't you been with Blanca?" Jaime asked tony
"Um.. I've been busy..." Tony said
"Busy with what tony?! With what !? We haven't been busy!" Mike yelled
"Mike please calm down " Vic said by then I decided to get up and go to the main area
"Wh-what's going on?" I asked kinda sleepy
"Oh nothing burrito you ok?" Jaime asked I smiled a little
"No but I'm fine.." I said and jaime came and hugged me I hugged back
"I got to go ....." Tony said I looked at him but he didn't look at me I saw he had received a message on his phone and he left he didn't say a word to me
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Vic and Mike just sighed and sat on the couch
"Do you want to talk about what happend? Well are you comfortable?" Vic asked me
"I don't want to ... Sorry" I said sitting down on another couch putting my head down
"It's ok we're all here for you ok burrito?" Jaime said
"Thanks guys and jaimito " I said
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I went to the bunk area and got my iPod and headphones then I went back to the 'living room' I sat there and I heard a knock on the door but I ignored it and I put my headphones in and closed my eyes
Soon I felt someone sit next to me I kept my eyes closed but they took one of my ear buds out and whispered in my ear
"Hey Blanca"
I opened my eyes to see who it was and it was Denis
"Hey Denis" I said with a weak smile
"You doing better ? I-I heard what happened " Denis said
"No....but " I said putting my head down
"You want to talk to me about it?" He asked me
"Ig I could" I said
"Let's go to the back room and I can tell you" I added
"Ok" he said
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