Love, Trust and Disaster ( Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

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Chelsea's PoV

My fingers taped in 'Chelsea' before it unlocked I started with his photos as the video was in there I found it and deleted it then started through his photos but nothing interested me, only photos of him and the boys and scenery I exited out of the camera roll and locked through his albums until almost at the bottom I found one named 'Chels and I' I opened it to find all pictures that he and I have ever took, photos that paparazzi have taken and just simple ones of him, the boys the girls and I. I let a tear slip down my check as I swiped through all the pictures.

Then I checked his notes and found a note with the title 'Chels' opening it I read:

Chels, Booboo.

You'll probably never read this as I'm writing this to comfort myself but I'm sorry, I truly really I am. I shouldn't of taken Tayla's side I was wrong and I guess they say you'll never know how much you love someone until you lose them and I could never agree with that more.

By now tears were falling rapidly down my face.

Every time I see you my heart is pulled away from me, every time you don't give me a second glance I feel myself breaking, when you walk pass me like I'm nothing I'm shredded into two, every look at me is filled with hatred just pulls my insides apart but every move you make just makes me love you more, every step you take makes me fall deeper into this hole I call love, every word you speak just makes me want you with me more.

I literally almost broke down reading his words.

I know I've been a complete bastard, cow, retard, ass-hole... the list goes on but I never stopped long you I will never stop loving you.

I haven't eaten properly in days only leaving my room for the on-going interviews, life just hasn't been the same without your cheeky smile your corny jokes and crazy ways life will never be the same without you simple my life can't be the same without my princess it-

My reading was stopped by a loud bang on the door I jumped up of my seat and hesitantly walked to the door there was another knock on the door before I swung it open to reveal a panting, red faced, puffed out Niall.

"You're a lil' late Niall" I said tears still falling.

"I kno-" he stopped mid-sentence and when he looked at me he paused.

"Why are you crying?" He asked concerned.

"Because I read the note"

"y-you did?" Niall asked looking at the ground.

"You weren't supposed to see that ugh that just makes thing awkward err-" Niall rambled on but I cut him off by placing my lips on his, this caught him by surprise, gee it caught me by surprise but I don't regret doing it. having his lips on mine is a feeling I've truly missed, I felt the bloody dinosaurs in the pit of my stomach as he starts to kiss back.

I pulled away breathless but the grin on my face was un-missable.

I lay my head on his forehead and looked into his clear blue eyes which were full of confusion and love, don't ask me how I know that... I already told you I'm sidekick!!

"I never stopped loving you Ni" I confessed, I'm pretty sure everyone and myself already knew that but apparently he didn't cause his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree (that is turned on of course)

"I'll never stop loving you" was Niall's response before I crashed my lips onto his again.

"What are we?" Niall asked nervously when we had pulled away.

"Whatever you want to be" I said shrugging my shoulders and inviting him inside 'cause you know we've been making out in the doorway.

"Can we go back to before? When I was yours and you were mine" Niall suggested taking a seat on the couch.

"Your wish is my command" I said in some weird robot voice. Niall cracked a smile and laughed a little.

"Niall?"

"Yeah?" I snapped him out of thoughts.

"I'm hungry can we go eat my pasta?" I asked hopefully.

"I thought you'd never ask. Come on" Niall said standing and pulling me of the couch then walking with our hands clasped together swinging side to side down the corridors until I could see the dorm room.

"What are we going to tell them?" I asked when we stopped outside the door. Niall smiled pecked my lips and said "That I love you and love me"

"They're going to want to know more than that" I told him.

"Then we tell them the truth, you're my girlfriend. I'll tell the boys details later" he explained making my heart flutter when he called me 'girlfriend'

We walked inside hand in hand big wide grins that haven't left our faces and love in our eyes.

I grabbed mine and Niall's plate of food handing it to him and sitting on the couch with my food on my lap, Niall sat down next to me quite close.

"Cheeeeelsea?" Madz asked confusion clear in her voice.

"Yeah?" I asked like nothing happened I heard Niall snicker behind me as all the girls gave me confused looks.

"Can we talk to you please?" Emily asked.

"Sure" I kissed Niall's' check and placed my food on the table and was led to my room.

"Explain" all the girls said in unison sitting on the bed and staring at me.

"Okay so while Niall was running around frantically to find Renee's room I unlocked his phone and looked through his pictures and there was this folder of me and him which made me shed a couple of tears and then I found his notes and there was this big long letter/note explaining how much he loves me and all that pink bananas. But I couldn't read it all 'cause Niall found Renee's dorm so I opened the door and Niall there, he asked me why I was crying and I told him then he went on and on about how I wasn't supposed to see that and I cut him off by kissing him and then I told him I never stopped loving him and he said 'I'll never stop loving you' then he asked if we could go back and be like we used to be which I agreed to and then we came back here 'cause I'm was (and still am) hungry" I said and cue the awes!

"That's so cute" Emily and Rebekah gushed and Perrie and Dani agreed.

"Yardy yardy yar, can I get food now?" I asked hopefully.

"Yeah okay come on guys" Elena said standing up and leading us out of the room, to where my beloved food was waiting.

Niall had defiantly been asked the same questions as all the boys sat around with smug little grins on their faces ugh boys!

I picked up my food and dug in.

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