Love, Trust and Disaster ( Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Tayla.....xx

Emily's PoV

The boys were coming today and I couldn’t wait! I had missed them all so much I literally bounced though all my classes and got quite a few strange looks but I didn't care I would get to see all the boys again especially Louis! Wow I had such a big crush on him I was going crazy!!

When we finally got back to our dorm room we all ordered take out and slumped back down on the sofa, I was half asleep when I heard my phone buzz so I jumped up and looked at the text, it was from Louis saying they were here at the school front desk I texted back that we would all walk and meet them. “There here!” I announced to the girls in a singing voice “yay!” Chelsea cheered.

 “Okay bye guys” Rebekah said she was going away to stay with Dan for the month as he was staying in a hotel near school she could still attend classes and then the boys could all sleep in her room and the lounge “Bye mushroom” I said giving he a tight hug, Madz being Madz made it all dramatic by pretending Rebekah was going for ages so Madz started fake crying and yelling “NO DON’T LEAVE ME!!” we all laughed and Rebekah had to pry Madison of as she stumbled out the door.

We all giggled and then I remembered that the boys where so I raced out the door running thought the campus the girls laughed following behind me as I burst into the front office and ran straight into Louis arms his face seemed to light up when he saw me but I must be imagining things.

“Hey love” Louis said “Hey” I mumbled I didn't want to but I had to let go of Louis and hug Harry and Niall but just as I  was letting go of Harry I spotted someone behind him someone who I never thought I would see again, someone who I never wanted to see again!

Chelsea saw where I was looking and gasped letting go of Niall “What is she doing here” I hissed Madison and all the boys looked confused Chelsea just glared at Tayla we had known her in New Zealand and she was a bitch we were so glad to finally not have to be around her but she was here with her long thin blonde hair and fake extension’s along with make-up smeared face a tight skirt and skimpy top not exactly the right outfit for autumn I mean it was October for crying out loud and nearly my birthday! But Tayla was here, that fake Barbie was never up to any good!

“I'm Harry’s girlfriend, Tayla” she replied in the squeakiest voice I had ever heard. Chelsea and I gasped in disbelief “Now what you twin bitches doing here?” she continued we both rolled our eyes and all the boys looked between us confused Madz had a knowing look on her face as soon as we said the name Tayla as me and Chelsea had told Madz about Tayla,

“I think we know your name you really put a face to it last year” Chelsea smirked and Tayla gasped, “That’s the past I'm living in the present hoping for the future” she mimicked one of the quotes on Chelsea’s wall at home.

“You haven’t really changed much I'm surprised you didn't learn from the past” Tayla smirked I rolled my eyes “can’t you just leave us alone?” I asked looking pissed she shrugged “not my fault you guys couldn’t deal with everyone knowing the worthless you really are?” My face paled at the thought of my parent’s death how I should have gone not them....I shook my head at her that was low and she knew it.

I was about to say something till Harry interrupted “So you guys know each other?” he asked we all gave him a ‘duh’ look in response “How come?” he continued “We went to the same high school as each other” I replied “unfortunately” Tayla muttered under her breath but we all heard, Chels and I rolled our eyes but Madz was having none of it “excuse me what was that?” Madz asked Tayla politely.

“Unfortunately” Tayla said again loudly “that’s what I thought” Madz said walking up to Tayla fist raised “MADISON BYSTRAM!” I yelled she stopped and turned around “she is not worth it” I said Madz turned around but before leaving the office she said “you insult me fine, you insult my friends not fine!” she hissed “so watch it next time” Madz finished.

“there won’t be a next time” I said shrugging it off “That’s fine with me” Tayla said “me too” Chelsea said as Madz walked out heading back to  the dorm Chels followed but when I turned felt someone grab my arm “where are you going?” Louis “Back to our dorm” by Tayla’s words still feeling hurt I replied.

“Can we come you know as we are meant to be staying with you guys?” he asked it pained me to say the next words but I had to “I think you should leave” I said tears wheeling up I'm my eyes “What scared of a little competition?” Tayla asked those words triggered a thousand memories.........My parents, Roy, Becky, Joe, feeling worthless, depressed and just empty.....a collidiescope of memories........

“No I'm just tired of doing this all of this! I'm tired of crying, tired of yelling, tired of being sad, tired of pretending. tired of being alone, tired of being angry, tired of feeling crazy, tired of feeling stuck, tired of needing help, tired of remembering, tired of missing things, tired of being different, tired of missing people, tired of feeling worthless, tired of feeling empty inside, tired of not being able to just let go, tired of wishing I could start all over, tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.....but most of all I’m tired of being tired.”  I said running out the room tears streaming down my face.

I ran to our dorm and straight into our bathroom, locking the door, I grabbed my razor and brought it up to my wrist beginning to draw blood the scares were still there from last time and I was glad it was nearly winter, my tears washed away some of the blood and all of a sudden I heard a knock on the door thank god it was locked “Emily” Louis asked “Please don’t do this please” he begged “let me in please” he begged again “everything hurts” I whispered.

“Emily please” but I didn't listen “Em don’t listen to her” Madz pleaded “Em you are better than this” Dan said him and Rebekah must be here “Em listen to him” Rebekah said “Em come out” Niall said “Emily c’mon” Harry said “who cares any way” I heard Tayla whisper.

“I care” the girls and Dan shouted out “Em don’t do this not again” Chelsea pleaded I had done this when my parents died and when Roy found me when I was 15 Chelsea was the only one who knew though so I heard the others gasp.

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 Ohhhh dear!! :(( Waaaa. stupid Tayla!!! not cool!! sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes! you guys are fabb!!! love you all!!!!!!!! xxxx