Love, Trust and Disaster ( Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Nightmares xx

Emily’s PoV

“Okay are we still playing or what?”  I asked them and they all shook their heads “okay so vas happin’?” I said trying to imitate Zayn but failing miserably, they all laughed “not much we are just waiting for Chels to stand up her date as he rang and said 11 instead as that’s when he gets of his shift at the hotel plus if it was eight it would have been long gone as its 10 to 11 now” Replied Niall.

“Wow it’s late!” I said the time had flew by we got back from shopping at seven.

“Yeah we better get going soon as we live like 20 minutes away” Liam said being the sensible one, I pouted “can’t you guys just stay the night?” I asked looking at them hopefully “I don’t see why not” Niall said “I mean if it okay with you then sure” Zayn said and I smiled “great” I said “YAY SLEEPOVER!” Louis yelled, and we all laughed.  “So um where are we going to sleep and what are we sleeping in?” Liam asked “um we can all sleep in the lounge” Rebekah said “and you can sleep in…..your clothes” Madz said “nah I’m good” Harry said stripping down to his under wear thank god he left that on!!

After we were all in our pjs we snuggled down in the blankets getting cosy and warm “awe today is our last night” Chelsea whined we all sighed “but we get to go to uni tomorrow!!” Rebekah cheered we all laughed trust her to see the bright side of any situation good old mushroom.

“Whoa Zach has texted me like 20 times in the past hour” Chels exclaimed “desperate” I mumbled in a high voice and everyone laughed. “I feel so bad he was sweet and not that bad looking” Chelsea sighed I giggled “some ones got a crush” I teased her she sighed “shut up” she grumbled but I just laughed more.

When I woke up from yet another nightmare (that was the same as last night) I looked around and it was still dark. I sighed getting up I was so tried and seriously sleep deprived from all this nightmares, but as soon as I closed my eyes all I could see was Roy’s face getting closer his hands pinning me down….. I shook of the thought and decided to get up as there was no chance of me sleeping.

I got up took an hour shower got out and changed into skinny jeans and a flowy pink top, I then straightened my hair and put on my make up after all this I checked the time and groaned it was only six and no one would be up till at least 8 as all the girls slept in and the guys didn’t exactly look like early risers.

 I went and made myself some toast with nutella on it for breakfast and then grabbed my purse and my phone and walked down to find a Starbucks, I found one just a couple  of minutes away and ordered a coffee.

After I drank my coffee I walked back to the hotel no one was up but it was only 6:30 but to make good use of my time I packed up all my stuff which took longer than expected as by the time I was finished packing and ringing the moving company making sure all our stuff had already been delivered and placed in our fully furnished dorm room it was half seven.

I walked back into the kitchen and realised Louis was up “hey” I whispered not wanting to wake anyone “hey” he answered and a comfortable silence fell over us the only noise being the click of the spoon on the cereal bowl.

“So what you been doing up for so long?” Louis asked me “for all you know I just woke up” I said and smirked “I heard you get up at 5 again but I didn’t brother getting up thinking you were going to the bathroom or something, I went back to sleep for an hour and heard you leave then I went back to sleep and heard you come back after you went into the bedroom again I couldn’t sleep so I got up” he shrugged.

“sorry for waking you more than once” I said to him “it’s cool but why were you up so early again?” he asked, “another bad dream” I responded shrugging I was so use to them I mean they had happened nearly every night since I was 15 and before that when I was 11 they had only stopped for a year or so when I was thirteen so most of my life I had bad dreams and woke up at un earthly hours it was so annoying but I got used to it.

“You have these dreams a lot don’t you?” Louis asked looking me in the eye “yeah ever since I was 15” I mumbled “wait, what I thought your parents died when you were 11?”Louis asked, shit! major opps “umm yeah I had the nightmare when I was 11 and then when I finally moved in with Chels it went away but that was when I was thirteen and when I was fifteen they came back again Roy’s warning giving me sleepless nights” I mumbled “don’t worry I will never let him lay a finger on you” Louis said pulling me close, to late I thought as tears rimmed in my eyes.

“Hey Em can I ask you something?” he wondered “yeah?” I said hesitantly “um I know it’s only been a few days since Joe but…” he didn’t finish and just went quiet “yeah?” I asked after a moment of silence “umm don’t worry” he said and sighed, I just shrugged it off.

Eventually everyone was up and the boys stayed to help the other girls pack. The boys carried all our belongs down to Madison’s car as we checked out.

After everything was packed up we all began to say our goodbyes as Cardiff was three hours away from London we wouldn’t be seeing the boys anytime soon, even though we had only know the boys for a couple of days it was really hard to say goodbye they all were so sweet, nice, kind, down to earth, trust worthy guys and they never let fame get to their head.

Madison had a thing for Harry and it seemed like he had a thing for her too, Rebekah wasn’t with us at the moment she was saying goodbye to her boyfriend Dan as she had already talked to the boys I had said goodbye to everyone but Louis. Chels and Madz were just getting into the car and Rebekah was sharing her last kiss with Dan for quite a while now.

I walked up to Louis and he pulled me into a bone crushing hug “I will miss you love” Louis whispered in my ear “I will miss you too” I replied “call me when you wake up from a nightmare no matter what time, no matter what day, ring me and I will be here for you” he said to me I nodded my head tears filling my eyes “bye” I whispered “bye” he whispered back hugging me again I took in his scent he smelled so good!

I felt him sniff my hair and then kiss my temple I smiled pulling away and heading towards the car tears falling down my face all the boys waved as we got in the car and began to drive off Rebekah was in tears to missing Dan already.

I got out my IPhone and put in my head phones blasting one direction I eventually fell asleep and for once didn't have a nightmare.

“Em we are here wake up, wake up” Chelsea said to me poking my face I smiled remembering how she use to always do this “I'm up” I said getting out the car and feeling the sting of the cold autumn air.

After we had unpacked everything we ordered McDonalds take out and sat in our dorm room chatting as it was too late to do anything else by the time we had dinner we were all tired as it was 10 o’clock we all said goodnight and headed off to bed I drifted into a dreamless sleep.

The next day I woke up to the buzzing of my alarm and groaned it was 7 in the morning and I had to go get my timetable and then go to class. I got up and changed into jeans and a tank top then did my hair and make-up. I then grabbed my bag and phone and headed to the office to find Madz waiting for me as we were both taking the same classes. As we got to the office and got our time tables I groaned mostly early classes…..great……

After a long day I finally got back to the dorm room and pretty much fell straight asleep.

Two weeks past with the same routine and this night was the first time ever since we had moved here that I had a nightmare. It was of my parent’s death and the horrible night when I was 15 all in one night it was terrifying it all seemed so real!

I woke up sweating and crying and looked at the time it was 6 in the morning only an hour till I had to get up “argh” I groaned stupid damn Roy had been taking of my life for almost 8 years! I picked up my phone and dialled Louis number just like he asked “hey” I heard him say groggily “hey I had a nightmare” I said jumping straight to the point not wanting him to get annoyed I woke him “awe babe, was it about your parents again?” he asked “yeah” I said and began to sob “Shhh Em, it’s okay it’s okay don’t worry your fine, your safe” he said comforting me.

 “I'm f-fine” I mumbled out “okay so to take your mind of things tell me about what's been happing for the past two weeks” he said and I began to tell him about our routines and how everyone was getting on in their studies. He listened quietly and I didn't realise how long we had been talking until I checked the time “shit um I got to go” I said to Louis realising it was 10 to eight I jumped out of bed and got dressed quicker than I ever had before.

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