Love, Trust and Disaster ( Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Feelings xx

Feelings xx

Emily's PoV

The date went really well I laughed and smiled more than I had in a long time and it wasn't fake but he was nothing compared to Louis whenever Louis would look at me I would get lost in his eyes but with Kieran there was no hold no pull only bad memories of the night he broke up with me.

It was the worse the first time I looked into his eyes but it seemed to get easier each time and I was able to be myself around him. He knew one of my deepest darkest secrets he knew about the death of my parents he knew about Roy he knew that I was raped he knew everything about me apart from the last couple of years which is all we talked about now he seemed to know me better than anyone and that surprisingly made me happy.

I came home to see Chelsea asleep with her laptop on her lap and tears on her checks I kissed her check and walked back out of her room I wonder what that was about.

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It had been two weeks since I first went out with Kieran and I had hardly seen the boys or anyone apart from Madz, Chels, Rebekah, Dan (cuz he was with Rebekah 24/7) Josh (because him and Madz had quite a connection ;)) and of course Kieran I missed talking to Dani and Perrie but they were busy which was fine.

Louis had moved on and so had I but I couldn't deny that I still loved him he obviously didn't feel the same way but as much as I tried to stop loving him it was impossible! Dan and Rebekah where going strong as always, Madz and Josh where now boyfriend and girlfriend and she seemed over the moon.

Chels had gone out with a few different guys but it was obvious that none of them would ever be as good as Niall. We all were doing great in school and we were nearly at the end of our first year at university! So much had happened this year but to be honest none of us could wait for the six week break! Dani, Perrie and Eleanor along with all the boys where coming to visit.

Eleanor was actually really nice and we had become quite close. Tayla was still with Harry unfortunately and we would all be graced with her presence for a whole six weeks as she was coming down with the boys...oh joy!

 Louis PoV

Eleanor was nice and super sweet but she still just felt like a sister for me there was no special spark I mean I loved her but I wasn't in love with her I loved her like I loved Lottie, Georgia, fizzy, Daisy and Phoebe not like a girlfriend but Emily had moved on from what I had heard.

She was happy with Kieran it killed me every time he so much as held her hand I died a little bit inside I mean they weren't official yet but it was defiantly coming soon. The worse part of it all was knowing that she would still be mine if a hadn't hurt her I could still hold her hand and kiss her without even having to think about it but now she couldn't even look at me.

We were all packing to go down too see them this week, I had no clue why Tayla and Harry where coming neither of them liked the girls. I was glad that Eleanor and Emily got on but it also meant that Emily had no feelings for me at all; I mean I couldn't go round with Kieran acting like I wasn't jealous of what he had because I would probably die hearing him talk about Emily and how happy they were.

"You done, packing yet Lou?" Liam's voice trailed up the stairs, "yeah I'm coming down are we picking up this girls on the way?" I yelled down to him "no they are all going together as there would be no room in the car other than Tayla who is tagging along with us" he responded I groaned as I dragged my suitcase down the stairs. Why the hell Tayla had to come was beyond me she was beginning to be a right pain in the arse.

*two hours later*   

"Please tell me we are nearly there" I groaned even though I was driving I still couldn't stop complaining I was even annoying myself but Tayla was pissing the hell out of me! I wanted to punch something so bad right now!

"We still have like another 40 minutes Lou" Zayn replied and I groaned I was going to die Tayla kept going on about this new dress she brought, Niall kept moaning he was hungry, Harry was singing out of pitch really loudly and the radio wasn't even on, Zayn kept tapping his fingers on every available surface and Liam texting Dani which would be fine but every 5 seconds his phone would beep! I swear I was going to go crazy soon!!

41 agonizing minutes later we finally arrived as soon as we got there I jumped out the car and ran to the door grinning thank god we were here! My smile dropped when Kieran opened the door his arm around Emily "Hey" she said sheepishly,

"Hey" I replied I small smile tugging at my lips. She let me and all the boys in and we all decided on watching a movie I couldn't keep my eyes off Emily the whole night but nobody noticed....I hope.

I yawned "that was a good movie" Chelsea said getting up to go to bed followed by Madz, Rebekah, Dan (who was staying with them, him and Rebekah were really serious) Dani, Perrie and Liam they all said a quick goodnight before leaving I would go to bed to but me, Niall, Harry and Tayla weren't staying here as we weren't exactly welcome "well we better get going"

 I said standing up Eleanor had been offered a place here but she choose to go to the hotel with me, Harry, Niall and Tayla. If I were her I would have stayed here but I didn't get a choice.

"Yeah we better leave its quite late" Eleanor said smiling at Emily, Emily smiled back and said "see you guys tomorrow" I smiled and said "what are we doing tomorrow" Emily shrugged "I better leave too let me just say goodbye to Madz and I'll be back" said Josh. "okay see you tomorrow" El said reaching over to hug Em they hugged each other and El whispered something in Emily's ear when they pulled away Emily had a shocked look on her face and Eleanor had a knowing smile, then they both stared at me I gave them a confused look and Eleanor just laughed...okay....

We said are goodbyes and left shortly after Josh. Kieran was still there which annoyed the hell out of me but I tried desperately to ignore the feeling I kept getting every time I saw them together. We got back to the hotel and went to our separate rooms Harry & Tayla, Me & El, and Niall was on his own poor man. "Louis we need to talk" Eleanor said to me hesitantly I was instantly worried what could be wrong? "Sure, what's up?" I asked her she smiled and grabbed my hand looking straight into my eyes "do you still having feelings for Emily?" she asked oh shit! "Umm...n-no" I stuttered

"don't lie, I know you still love her Lou, I see it the pain in your eyes when you see her with Kieran, the looks you give her, the whole night not once do you take your eyes off her it's obvious you still love her" she said looking me straight in the eye.

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 What's going to happen??Guess!! Goo sorry I've had sugar today not good!! Heehaw well that's all for now folks ;) < see what I did there eh? Eh? Haha okay I'll stop byeeee love yaaa xxxxxx