[Dan's P.O.V]
It's been about 2 weeks since Molly and I made up. Since then, we've been spending nearly every night together. We've started to settle down, and Molly, Phil, Nicole and I have been considering moving into each apartment as couples, so Molly and I would be on our own together, and Nicole and Phil can be too. Molly's decided that she wants to do something involved with radio, so she's going to university to take a course for it. We're starting to get a lot more serious. She's perfect in every way, and I really would like to settle down and have a future with her, but if I'm completely honest, I really just can't imagine being married to her with children. I want it more than anything, but I'm just worried if not being able to imagine it happening is a bad sign. Ignoring my conscience, I've been carrying on and acting as though there's nothing bothering me, it's probably nothing anyway. I pull out my phone and send her a text.
D- Hey babe, how's your first day going?
About 10 minutes later she still hasn't answered. Maybe she's in the middle of a lecture ot something. I put away my phone, and carry on with editing my new video.
3 hours later, Molly still hasn't replied. I begin to worry about her. I've tried calling but she hasn't answered. I don't know if I'm just being over obsessed. Maybe I am. She's probably okay.. But I still can't help but worry.
D- Molly, you there? Are you alright?
A few minutes later I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pull it out quickly and read the message.
M- Yeah.. Yeah I'm alright. I'm back at the flat, can you come over please? ..We need to talk.
Shit. What would she need to talk about? She must have been ignoring my messages and calls all day.. What if she wants to break up with me? We haven't really been seeing eachother during the day recently, I've been busy quite a lot.. Oh my god, she's going to break up with me! She must feel like I've been ignoring her, not making enough time to be with her. Nice one Dan. You've fucked this one up, once again!
[Nicole's P.O.V]
"Come on Moll,it's going to be fine, don't worry honey" I say, wrapping my arms around Molly, giving her a reassuring squeeze as she sobs, with her head in her hands.
"It's not okay! I feel terrible!" She cries.
"Hun you shouldn't feel bad! This isn't your fault! Come on." I say, putting my arm round her shoulders.
"But I should have told him sooner. He's just been so busy recently, I barely even see him! And when I do all it is, is sex then sleep! Sometimes not the sex either. We never get much chance to talk at all anymore. I've known something was wrong for a while now, but he doesn't seem to have caught on."
"You need to tell him Moll, he needs to know." At that moment we hear the door buzzer. Frantically, Molly looks up and begins to wipe away the black mascara tear stains from her face. "I'll go let him up" I say, patting her on the shoulder, before it make my way toward the door.
I open the door to Dan, who looks very distressed. "Is she okay?" He says, out of breath, clearly concerned about Molly.
"She's in the lounge" I say with a reassuring smile. He smiles back as a thank you, then quickly goes into the lounge.
[Dan's P.O.V]
I rush through the door to the lounge, to see Molly sat on the sofa. She looks up at me, her cheeks and eyes are slightly red and she has small smudges of mascara beneath her eyes, that she has clearly tried to wipe away. "You've been crying?" I ask, sitting next to her, grabbing her hand. "What's wrong? Are you alright?"
"I'm fine, I just.. We need to talk-"
"Babe I'm so sorry, I know I've been busy recently and I haven't really made much time for you, I realise that now and I'm sorry, I promise I'll make more time and spend it with you, you mean the world to me, please forgive me" I beg.
"Dan, look I'm-"
"Molly please, I can't bear to lose you again, I know I make mistakes and I'm not the best boyfriend I could be at times.."
I continue to speak, begging for Molly to forgive me, she tries to interrupt but I carry on, unable to stop my frantic pleads. Suddenly she shouts over me, clearly frustrated. "Dan! I'm not going to leave you okay!"
"..what do we need to talk about then? What is it?" I ask, perplexed.
"Dan, I'm pregnant."
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My Brown Eyed Procrastinator - (Dan Howell/Danisnotonfire fanfiction)
FanfictionMolly's flatmate and best friend, Nicole, has a date with Phil Lester. When Molly goes along with Nicole to meet Phil and his best friend Dan, Molly can't help but like Dan. Molly has no idea that he shares the same feelings. The four continue to me...
