Affair [ziam/lilo] mpreg

chapter seventeen

Liam had stopped calling Zayn after he didn't answer the first two hundred calls, and filling up his voicemail inbox. All he wanted was to hear his husband's voice, if it meant yelling. This was the longest Liam was away from Zayn, and it was all his fault.

If he could go back to that one night he met Louis, he would've just went straight home instead of going with someone other than his husband.

Liam had met up with Louis, he was already three months. He only talked to Louis whenever he had appointments, which were every two weeks since this was an abnormal pregnancy.

Liam scrolled through his Facebook pictures of him and Zayn. They had a lot of pictures. He stopped at their wedding picture, Zayn looked absolutely breathtaking to Liam. He was dressed in a black suit, and Liam remembered that day like it was yesterday.

It wasn't a normal wedding. No one was walking down the aisle with their fathers, instead Liam and Zayn would meet up at the big doors before they walked down the aisle together.

When Liam saw Zayn walk towards him, Liam smiled looking at his soon-to-be husband. "You look absolutely–"

"Thank you," Zayn smiled. "You don't look to bad yourself." Liam smiled pressing a soft kiss on Zayn's lips, before the doors opened and they had to walk down and profess their love in front of their families and friends.

Liam felt empty, he couldn't feel anything unless he was with Zayn. He tried everything to make Zayn talk to him, sending flowers and chocolates to their house, or more like Zayn's house now. He wondered if Zayn had actually gotten them. Unless their neighbor had something to do with that. Why did Harry have the urge to ruin a marriage? Liam ruined his own marriage.

Why couldn't Liam just kick Louis out after screwing him? Why did he have to develop feelings for him? It was just a little crush, but Zayn is the love of Liam's life, and all he did was push Zayn away. He ruined thirteen years of his life because of Louis. Not because of Louis, you twat! You're a fucking idiot, that's what ruined it! Liam's conscious said.

Liam dialed Zayn's number, once again, hearing the dial-tone.

"Hey, Zee. It's Liam, I miss you, and I really strongly deeply regret everything with Louis. I know you don't want to talk to me, but I need to hear your voice. I need you Zayn. I'm so fucking lost without you. Just, please call me back. I won't answer if you don't want me to. Leave a voicemail, tell me you hate me, yell at me, I don't care, I need to hear your voice," Liam rambled, "I love you Zayn."

Liam had a bouquet of roses, he had just gotten back from one of his footie games seven hours away, it was a four day thing, it was games before the championship. That game was in two week, and Liam would be playing in the championship with his teammates.

Liam had run through the dorm building, reaching the door with the name Zayn on it, drawn with a graffiti font. Zayn couldn't go and support Liam, he had many reports due, and his job hadn't let him take any nights off for awhile.

Liam breathed in, and opened the door to his fiancée's, and he dropped the bouquet. "Zayn?" Liam, barely, whispered. Zayn had stopped, letting it leave his mouth with a small 'pop.'

"Liam!" Zayn shouted, watching Liam storm out. When Zayn caught up, Liam spelt the alcohol on him, "Liam, I'm sorr–"

"Zayn, I was gone for four days. Does it take four days for you to think you can cheat on me?" Liam shouted, tears filling his eyes. He just kept walking to his car. He lived in a complete different dormitory than Zayn, across campus.

"Lee," Zayn begged. He blocked Liam by standing in front of the driver's seat door. "Babe," Zayn made Liam look at him, but Liam's eyes kept looking away. "Liam, please. It was just–"

"You were giving him a blowjob, Zayn!" Liam roared, Liam's arms were on the side of Zayn's head, trapping Zayn. "If I didn't show up when I did, you would've been riding him, wouldn't you?"

"Liam, please. I'm not in my right mindset. One minute I was at this party, then another minute I see my fiancée running from my door."

Liam pressed his lips on Zayn's. He pulled away after a few moments, "God, I missed you," Liam mumbled against Zayn's mouth, pressing their lips together again.

Liam forgave Zayn immediately after. He didn't blame Zayn at all. Then and now. Liam just imagined his arms around Zayn, he needed Zayn's touch. Not in a sexual way, just a touch from Zayn. He couldn't stop himself from driving down to their house.

He parked across the street, and just looked at the house. Liam saw a delivery man carrying a bouquet of flowers to the front door. Zayn didn't answer, so the delivery man just left the flowers on the doorstep. Like Liam had ordered him to do.

What happened next confused Liam. He saw Zayn's student Hayley or whatever, walk up to the doorstep and take the flowers, and then tossed them into the bin by the sidewalk.

"What the hell?" Liam asked himself, before stepping out of his car. By the time he stood out, the kid was back in his house. He went to the bin, and saw a huge pile of the bouquets that Liam had sent to Zayn.

Liam grabbed the ones he sent today, and walked up the driveway, getting courage to knock on the door. He stood out on the doorstep for three minutes before he knocked.

Moments later, Zayn opened the door, and Liam couldn't take his eyes off him. For one, Zayn was wearing a pair of sweats that were hanging dangerously low. Second, Zayn's hair was shaved off, and Liam had to stop himself from kissing him.

"You never got my flowers, I sent you," Liam said, handing Zayn the recent bouquet.

"You never sent me flowers, Lee," Zayn looked at him confused.

"I saw that one kid take them from the front step, and throw them in the bin. I sent a lot in the past weeks," Liam admitted. This was the first time they've seen each other in weeks, and you could cut the sexual tension between the two with a knife. But they couldn't do anything about it. "Look, Zayn, I wanted to talk to you, and apologize again, and again, and again, and again until you feel like you're starting to forgive me. I know it'll take a while for you to forgive me, but I'm willing to wait, Zee. This past year has been filled with secrets, and I'm sorry for that. I didn't mean for it to go this far, and I'm completely sorry. I will own up to my mistakes, and I am having a baby with someone else, Zayn. And right now, I just want you, and only you. It's killing me that I haven't seen you in weeks, and I hate being away from you for this long."

"I'm willing to forgive you, Liam. But–"

"Anything, Zayn," Liam cut him off, a bit too excitedly.

"I have to talk to the kid you go pregnant–"

"Of course, I can definitely make that happen, when?"

"Whenever, but for now, you can come in," Zayn smiled, moving out of Liam's way and Liam walked in, and his arms were around Zayn. This felt right.

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