Ch. 7 I Will Wait For You

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I stared out my window and tapped the cold marble edge. I sighed, watching the small snowflakes and slivers of ice fall from the sky. It was snowing pretty heavily, but it was surprisingly calm it wasn't like a storm, it was more like a gentle breeze with thousands of puffs falling from the sky. It was hard to see my backyard with all the snow but I would occasionally see a tree or two. I pout as I say to myself. " Where is Jack..... I haven't seen him since that day. " I turn around and lean against the windows edge. I thought to myself ( It's been a whole week ) I gasp. " Maybe something happened ! Maybe something happened to where I can't see Jack anymore !? " I feel my heart sinking and weight pulling down on my shoulders as these thoughts ran through my head. I calm down and rationalize. " No that's impossible, I mean I believe in him so there's no way I shouldn't be able to see him. " I start pacing around my room. The carpet beginning to make indents for the line I walked through over and over again while I pondered over these preposterous and insane ideas and theories. When suddenly a thought hits me like a bullet. My body quickly becoming stiff as I realize this thought. " M-maybe.....He.... Doesn't want me to see him." As the sentence rolls off my tongue and escapes my lips I feel my heart break and shatter. My legs become weak as I fall to my knees. My heart pounding out of my chest while my breathe becomes heavy.  ( Does he really want to not see me anymore ? ) My thoughts wander while I remember the first time how we met and when we had a snowball fight. The night when he came to my window and looked at me with his cold blue eyes. The frozen lake... when we danced and he held me in his arms. When his face showed the slightest hint of pink when we almost...... I remembered the moments and felt my eyes begin to water. My once clear sight was covered by the cloudy blanket of tears in my eyes as they started to run down my cheeks. I felt the pain in my chest as my body shook in fear and shock. I covered my face as the tears flowed more urgently, sobbing into my hands and the occasional sniffle of snot that you get when you cry to hard. I felt my entire world collapse before me. Soon beginning to question myself. " Why am I acting like this?" "I have only known him for about a week!" " There's no point in crying like this." The more I cried and the more I questioned, I felt and realized, the reasonable answer for why I was doing this, why it hurt so much, to not have him her with me. The tears subsided and the occasional gasp for air happened within each inhale. I looked outside the window to still see the clouded winds of snow and said to myself in a soft, gentle voice. " I'm in love with Jack Frost. " My heart skipped a beat as I heard the words. A small smile appeared on my face as I chuckled to myself wiping away tears. " Now it all makes sense. " I stared at my carpet as I thought of his smile and when we laughed. I laughed along as I recovered these fond memories of mine. My tears and sorrow disappeared without a trace and I became rejuvenated. I stood up and pounded my right fist into the palm of my left hand. " Alright No More Crying! From now on no matter where or how long It takes Jack Frost to see me I will Always wait for him... no matter what. " I smile at my final response to this life changing moment. I look back out the window and say aloud. " I will wait for you !" I stare proudly and smile with passion. When a creek sound traced to my ears. I looked behind to see my mom standing at the door. She hesitantly spoke. " Um ? Are you alright sweetie? It sounded like an episode of a soap opera just happened in this room. " I stare at her slightly embarrassed and respond with a small laugh. " Sorry mom I guess I got carried away with my thoughts, sorry to worry you. "  She looked at me questionably and spoke, " Uh-huh.. well dinner is downstairs. Are you hungry ? " I looked at her and smiled. " Famished. " she chuckled shaking her head and leaving down the stairs. I looked back at the window as I walked towards it and pressed my hand upon the glass. I blush lightly as I skitter down the stairs happily ready to eat dinner.

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