I Miss the old ME...

Chapter 19

''Okay, that's good.''

''How about you and Arnold? When are you planning to get married?'' Nell and Arnold know each other as their families are friends and they both are in a serious relationship. They were just friends previously but as the time passed friendship changed into something else.

''Not anytime soon.'' She said without any liveliness. They might have argued again on some petty matter. It is their routine cycle. I mean it happens regularly after a few days. One day she will argue with him, the other day he will get mad on her and the third day, you'll see them all lovey-dovey in each other arms as if nothing happened before. But that's what we call relationship. They have a cute alluring one.

If you truly love someone, you have to keep up with all the situations that might occur, in a relationship, there will be love as well arguments and if you are serious about it, you will not just leave and break the bond but strive to make it normal again.

''And why is it so? What you did this time?'' She pointed a finger at me hearing my questions.

''You....you will always blame me. Whose friend are you? Mine or him?'' I raised my hands surrendering.

''Okay...okay, Miss-I-am-not-at-fault. I will not ask anything more. Is it fine?'' She squinted her eyes.

''Why... Why you'll not ask anything? You are my friend and should know everything about me. I think your mind is elsewhere.... Thinking about your hubby..yeah?'' She winked.

               How to tell her that my mind is always thinking about him 24×7. He messaged me only once and that too that he has reached there. When will he return? Every hour, every second is going hard on me.

''Do you wanna go shopping?'' She asked out of the blue.

''Ummm......yes.'' Why not? Eho could say No to shopping?

''So, come on!''

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''How about this?'' Nell asked me showing the glossy red mobile cover with a kitty made with white shiny beads.

''Yes, it's nice, but naa. Choose some other. Something new, funky and classy.'' It was nice but it didn't reached my heart. I looked through the display for myself.

''Just show me that one.'' I pointed towards what i want. The salesgirl handed it to me with a smile. ''That's a very nice pick Ma'am.''

It was a purple color cover with shiny golden beads at the outline, there were two circular cuts in the middle where small photographs could be attached.

''I'll take this, Nell. I will attach mine and Javaad's pic here.'' I said excitedly.

'' Awwww....so cute. Just like you.''

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I quickly responded to the Skype call and held my breath when I saw him. His hairs looked slightly wet, he was leaning on the backrest and was giving me the ethereal smile which brewed certain emotions which were left untouched before. I wanted to say many things, my heart didn't allow me to. Just gazing at him feels like if I turned my gaze elsewhere, i wouldn't be able to see anything.

''Rose, are you going to just sit and stare your sexy husband?'' His voice broke the magical trance and I flushed.

''How are you?'' I asked meekly.

''I am good. I haven't thought it could have been so much difficult.'' He said keeping his arm behind his head.

''But work is work, difficult or easy. Have you eaten your dinner?''

'''Hey, hey! You get it wrong. Work....work is easy. But the difficult part is staying away from you.'' He said with a slight laughter. I blushed again.

''When are you coming?'' I shuffled and pinned my hairs at the back of my ears.

'' Day after tomorrow. I'm having headache and missing your head massage.'' He looks tired, due to work.

''Come back soon, I'll do it for you. ''

''What do you want me to bring for you?'' He asked sweetly.

''I want nothing...but you.'' He smiled flawlessly at my revelation. It caused chaos in my heart. We just stared at each other through the screen, smiling, finding solace.

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  Alhamdulillah, i am doing Well with fasting and i have been regular in my prayers. He is coming tomorrow. So,to spend my day i have a nice company, a cycle.  I love cycling so i will be cycling around the house. I put on my hijab and my track suit. Wearing my red trainers, i am all ready. Whoohoooo!! Its a great company. Cycling after so many days gives refreshment. I was enjoying myself and i told Feyza to take some snaps of me. I cycled near the main gate and in the garden near the helipad. I was cycling towards the main gate when i saw a car coming through, not any car but Javaad's range rover. But how could it be?

Lost in my own thoughts, I was cycling carelessly. The car stopped and Javaad step out. O my! He is looking too damn sexy with his aviater shades. I forgot everything . I didn't remember to paddle and i lost balance resulting my body to fall on the hard ground beneath. I screamed rubbing my ankle.
       He came running to me shouting my name in the process. '' Rose,are you ok?'' He asked checking my hands nervously.

''My ankle...its paining...Javaad...ahh.. '' After examining it for a short span of time, He lifted me up bridal style and into his car. I was all lost in myself. Seeing his stupendous face, I was out of words.