I Miss the old ME...

Chapter6

The chapter is dedicated to @urmine5 for the story  'His Muslim Wife.'

Selam!!

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'Its good my dear that you are going to pray but remember you should always pray and remenber ALLAH in all times of life, whether they are good or bad..' Nano coaxed me.

'Yes, Nano. I will.' I said thinking about her words.

'You should say InshaaAllah ( if ALLAH wills) .'

'Yes. InshaaAllah.' I said giving her a thumbsup.👍

I went inside my room and searched for the praying mat. I thought for a while about when i last prayed. O yes! Last time i prayed during Ramadan(the fastimg month) and before that on Shab-e-barait . how much ignorant i am?

Alhamdulillah i am a born muslim in the ummah of our beloved Prophet. I know how to offer my Salah and read The Quran, but still i am so selfish. He has given me everything without me asking.O ALLAH! Please forgive me.

I did ablution careful of not making any mistakes.

After completing ablution, i spread my prayer mat and started to pray Zuhar salah, the noon prayer. It feels so good to stand in front of The Almighty. After completing the salah, i raised my hands for dua.

''O ALLAH, you are the most beneficent, merciful. You are the most high. The creator of all things. I  ask for forgiveness, my Lord. Help me as you are the only helper. Not a leaf falls but by Your command. Whoever is going to marry me, make him love me for the sake of ALLAH. You are the best of planners. I will be happy with your plan which you have made for me. Always keep me on the rightpath and protect me from the wrong path. Ameen.''    I remained in the same position ,i don't know for how much time. I Felt contented now after talking to my Lord. Its so soothing.

I don't feel like eating anything so i remained in my room watching over the beautiful park from my window. I'm going to get married today. How my husband will be like? My thoughts wandered to Javaad . This is not possible. He would have so many girls around him. What's going to happen now in my life. Mom and Dad i wish you could be here with me.
A tear escaped my eyes.

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Nano decided the dress for tonight. Since it's going to be a small ceremony with only HIS family , there is no need to buy a wedding dress.

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I got ready wearing my pink coloured  floor length  gown. It was a simple gown with little embroidery on the waist and neck area. I did my hair in a tight bun and wrapped my nude pink coloured hijab around it and secured it with my multicoloured big stone hijab pin. I applied black kohl and brushed my eyelashes. I used a light blusher and a light pink coloured lip colour. Then, i took out my stilettos matching with my gown.
I am all ready. I haven't packed much of my belongings as time was so less.

The doorbell rang and my heart starred beating faster. What if the groom comes out to be an old man or a goon? Ugghhh....what am i thinking? I should be optimistic. ALLAH has planned this for me.
I coul hear some shuffling outside. I think they are seated in the living room. I am sooo nervous.😐

'Habibti, they are here. Are you ready??' Nano peeped inside the door.

'Yes. Umm...Nano....did you saw him?' I asked fiddling my fingers.

'Yes, and i should tell you that he is just perfect for you. Now, come outside everyone is waiting for you for the Nikah.' Nano winked at me. Oh my, its the time.

I walked outside my room to where everyone was present. But i was so much shocked.It can't be! It can't be! Someone please pinch me.😯

04-02-2016

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