Walking out of third period, I search for Topanga. Spotting her, I call out her name and her eyes find me with a smile. "Are we still on for tonight?", I ask while bouncing on the balls of my feet in anticipation. "For sure," she responds while I watch her face fall when she looks behind me. I look behind me and my face falls as well, seeing him. Shawn and I broke up about a month ago when he caught feelings for a purse. I have not gotten over him yet and to be honest, I don't think I ever will. Most people say that I am the female version of Shawn, but he took it for granted. He thought a purse had more in common with him, so he ended a year long relationship that wasn't too shitty.
Looking him in the eye, he sighed with a sad smile, "Hey." I look at Topanga one last time and glance at Shawn, walking to fourth period at a fast pace. Rounding the corner, I contemplate whether to eavesdrop or not. My curiosity winning, I walk to the corner of the wall and strain my ears to indicate one of my best friends' voice. Hearing Topanga first, "You, Shawn Hunter, might be the one person in the world I hate most right now." I hear Topanga walk away and Cory say, "Yeah, you really messed up this time. You guys were finally going good and you decide to flush it down the toilet." I hear Shawn sigh, "I know, I know. But, what if Angela ends up being my one true love?" "And what if y/n is?"
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I walk into Chubbie's with Topanga and Cory, finding our usual booth occupied. I squinted my eyes, realizing it was Shawn and Angela. I could feel Topanga stare at me with concern and I close my eyes, composing myself. "Do you want to leave?", she asks. I look at her as my frown turns into a smirk and I spot a cute guy at the pool table. "No, I am going to go play some pool. Why don't you guys find us a table and order my usual?" I don't wait for their answer as I walk past Shawn's table with a little more hip sway than usual. I feel his gaze burn into my back as I approach the slightly older boy, giving a flirtatious smile. He pulls the stick from the table and leans in towards me, "the name is Brian." I giggle and say, "the name is y/n, how about we get outta here."
I glance towards Shawn as I feel his gaze harden, then turn into a smirk. I watch as he leans in and kisses Angela. I look away with tears forming in my eyes, but I turn back to my flirty personality and lean in towards what's his face. He meets half way as we connect lips and he grabs my ass. I let out a slight gasp and giggle, placing my hand on his chest. I break away as I tell him, "That was fun, why don't you call me sometime." I place a fake number inside the pocket of his flannel, looking at Shawn's fury filled face while walking towards Cory and Topanga.
"Well, that was an interesting scene. Do you think he will call you back?", asked Cory. "Yeah, but the thing is... I didn't actually give him my number," I whisper the last sentence. His eyes widen then narrow towards me, "You little genius. That is a strange sorcery you have mastered." I smirk as our food comes and we eat, talking about anything other than Shawn or the previous predicament. After, I watch as Cory and Topanga leave and I wait for my ride. The same guy from earlier comes out of the door and looks at me with a dark smile.
"Hey doll, you wanna get outta here?", he asks while walking closer. "Sorry bud, but I wasn't actually interested in you," I give him a closed smile. I gasp as his hand wraps around my throat and he shoves me against the wall. "Your a little fucking snake, you know that. Getting me all hot and bothered to leave me hangi-," I gasp as he falls with a thump, seeing Shawn shake his hand out of pain. "Thanks," I say with tears in my eyes, ready to break down. He looks at me with sad eyes, "Are you okay?" " Yeah, I'm fine," I wave him off. "Come on y/n, I know you." My face turns hard as I look past him at the wall I was just shoved against, "What do you want to hear Shawn? That I cry myself to sleep every night? That I can't even look at you or anything that reminds me of you? That I can't move on? You want to hear that I miss you?", I say, my voice cracking towards the end, making eye contact.
"Shawn?", Angela asks as she exits the door. Shawn sighs, after I scoff when he walks back to her. I walk towards the road, ready to start walking home. "I understand," I hear Angela say. Ignoring them, I sit down on the bench located on the sidewalk. I sniff, feeling someone sit down beside me, knowing it was Shawn. We both sat in silence, until he says, "Do you really cry yourself to sleep every night?" I let out a sarcastic chuckle, "Wouldn't you like to know?" He sighs, shifting so he was looking at me, expecting me to move. I stay where I am and wait for him to break the silence again. "Yes, I would like to know. You wanna know why?... Because I do the same, every night. I am really sorry that we are in this situation, but you should probably be informed that I intend to win you back, even if it takes me for the rest of our lives. Life is no fairy tale, but you make it feel like it could be. I love you, I really do."
I stare at him, stand up, and walk away. That meant a lot, but I couldn't forgive him right now. I know what your thinking, 'what the hell y/n?'. Although, he did just tell me he loves me for the first time, just like he said... Life is no fairy tale. Fairytales make us believe in our young years that we will only find one person to love for the rest of our lives. Truth is, you will love so many people in your life and you will lose most of them. And that's okay, just don't take any of them for granted.
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might do a part 2?
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