Infinity Love. / / H. Styles.

Ruined Memories... {16}

Ruined Memories..{16}

~Niall~

I waited there beside her bed, every waking moment. Its been a week now since she passed out, she still hasn't woke up. Shes been laying there, pale, slowly breathing. I haven't left her side, not for anything. I been sitting here, holding her hand, taking everything in.. I mean its not like shes dead because shes not. I took a deep breath. I haven't took a bath nor shower in days, I just been waiting for her to wake up so that I can hold her and feel her smile on my lips. I needed her more than ever right now.

I heard the door open, I didn't turn to look though. I knew who they were. I heard foot steps from behind me, waiting for them to tell me I need to stop this. That I need to get out, get food, and shower. That she'll still be here when I get back. No, thats not what I wanted. What I wanted was to see those beautiful eyes when she wakes up. I wanted to be the first to see her wake. But instead of a male voice, it was a females. Haven...? Shes came for once? She hasn't been here since the day they put her in. I turned around, looking Haven in the eyes as she talked. I didn't hear anything. I could tell she hasn't been sleeping for days, just like me. Scary. Her eyes were deep sucked in, bags under, her hair was in a messy bun, and she has Kay's Rolling in Stones tee and some grey joggers. She looked like Kay just died and shes about to also. It kinda scared me a little more. I didn't say anything just watched her. I didn't catch what she was saying until she said my name. I never hear anyone anymore actually.

"Niall..." She said calmly. but her voice cracker a little when I seen her eyes quickly dart to Kay then back to me. She took a deep breath. I knew it wasn't her fault, it was none of ours. Kay just...I don't know. I knew she couldn't take seeing her bestfriend here.Hell I couldn't take that she was here either. Everything isn't about me though. What were the boys thinking? No telling. Louis and Kay were close, wel everyone was close to Kay. I sighted slowly and slipped my fingers back between hers, turing back to her.

"If you're here to tell me to go home and get stuff done. I don't and I will not." I told her, without wondering my eyes to her. I stared at Kay's pale face. I couldn't wonder if she wouldn't wake up. I felt a wet droplet slide on my cheek as I bit my lip. I couldn't take this anymore, seeing her lay here, not moving. I couldn't! I need her to wake up now! I laid my head on her bed,staring at my black coverse whic was being covered a little by my black joggers, the same from that night. I saw a tear crash against my shoe. Kay is the only girl I couldn't live without. Shes saved me as much as I saved her. I can't believe I couldn't save her this time. What the fuck was wrong me?! I hated myself! I'm so sorry Kay, that I couldn't save you in time. I love you, I really mean it. You're my everything. I need you every waking moment. Just Please wake up. Next Thing I knew the bed moved and a hand started petting and running its fingers through my hair.

"Its okay....' The voice sounded so familiar. I looked up meeting those pair of blue eyes I been dying to meet once more. But something in them looked wrong. She looked at me like I was someone else.

"Haven go get the doctor and tell them shes back" I heard running then the door closed. "babe, how are you feeling..?" She looked taken back by it.

"Wait...Who are you...?" She looked really confused by me, and my moments. She forgot me..? I stood up and stormed out the room. I knew it wouldn't be perfect when she came back! ITS ALL MY FAULT! I DIDN'T SAVE HER!

~Kay~

I woke up, to a boy crying on my bedside. I looked around the room, taking in that I was indeed in a hospital. Why? I had no clue. I looked at the girl across the room, who hasn't looked up yet. I looked down at the boy. He was wearing a grey tank top with black joggers. He looked like he was either sleeping or crying. So I did the best I could, comfort him. I ran my fingers through is hair, biting my lip. Yeah, I had no idea who this boy was, but when he looked up at me, a smal spark went through me. I didn't have a clue what it meant. I looked in those teary blue eyes of his, he looked like he was waiting a million years and still is. But What was he waiting on..? Once he told the girl to get a doctor, he looked back at me.