Infinity Love. / / H. Styles.

Mad World. {17}

Dear Readers,

I know I have not been updating as much on this book, but I will start it now. One: Because I now have my very own computer. Second: I actually have time now <3

So Since ya'll had time to think about what will happned to Kiall, Lets enter the Land of 1D and cry our hearts out before ya'll beat me up. c:

Love,

KayBabe.

Mad World {17}

Louis.

Ever since Kay's memory loss, it hasn't been the same around the house. one, Shes always hanging on me, not Niall. Which might I say is really pissing him off. The house isn't up lifting with her giggles or jokes on Harry or Zayn. She knows us only by our band name now. The only names she will actually say is "Louis." or "Liam". It was like we were her older brothers, waiting on her to grab our hands, taking her to the park to play with friends. I didn't wanna ruin anything with Niall and her. They are perfect and still are. I wish he would take her and go out. Maybe they just need a little push.

I sat there next to Kay, her cuddled up again my arm. Shes been sleeping in mine and Liam's rooms since shes been back. It was like she was scared of Niall. Maybe it was the way he acted when she woke up from that death of dreams. I looked down at Kay, taking her looks in. Niall was very lucky too have her, she was perfect. She was my cousin's best friend and My best mates lover, I shouldn't have dreams or any romance towards her but I think I kinda was starting too. I moved her hair behind her ear and kissed her forhead, She then buried her face against my neck, and whispered, "Niall...I love you..". It shocked me , it was like a little of her came back. Was she dreaming of Niall, now? Maybe we could actually get her to sleep in his room tomorrow night. We could try.

"Goodnight, love.." I sighed softly, then closing my eyes falling to sleep.

Niall.

I laid there staring at the ceiling tiles, thinking of Kay. I wish I had her back inside my bed, feeling her warmth of her skin. I needed her here with me to feel complete again. I loved the way she whispered my name at night, then saying I loved you, always in her sleep. It was like God gave me an angel, leading me through everything that was bad. My angel was caught by the wings though.

I sighed, moving the blanket out the way. My body warmth was getting to me. I heard my door open, looking up I seen a female. She was beautiful, her red hair was messy, she had my shirt on. She walked up to me, with tears in her blue eyes. I pushed myself up to grab her hips pulling her into my lap. I took in her scent, smiling from ear to ear.

"Niall, I love you." She told me. I then felt her lips go against my ear, kissing it softly. She was the only one I wanted , needed, and would kill for. Her name was Kourtney New. She made the world light up with her smile and I know I needed her more than ever to light up mine. I then laid her on my bed, kissing her neck slowly, hearing her moans soft and sound. I needed her now. I wanted her now. I then ripped her/ well my shirt off her body showing her beast and the only thing she had on now was her black panties.I ran my fingers up and down her side, feeling the goosebumps on her skin. I kissed down her neck to in between her beast then down her tummy stopping at the hem of her panties. I was just about to take off her panties, when someone comes in yelling my name.

Thats when I woke up, finding Zayn. I groan rolling over grabbing ahold of her pillow, not finding her there. I almost teared up but I held it back.

"Dude, Get up. We have shit to do today." He said then walking out the door. By now I knew I had a hard on. Morning wood wasn't the best at all.

After getting ready, I walked downstairs, finding everyone but Kay at the table. I was just about to say something until Haven answered.

"Shes outside, taking a smoke break. She woke up this morning, with a very good dream, she said. " Haven told me then went into the kitchen. I started my way outside but questioned it. This someone pushed me a little to the doors that lead outside. I looked behind me finding Lou. I smiled a little then walking outside, finding her standing in my shirt that I had ripped off in my dream but she made it fit, with a pair of high waisted short and her famous black combacks boots. She also had my letter jacket on. She looked over at me and smiled. I smiled back and bit my lip and went to stand by her.

"So, you must have had the same dream I had last night." She told me. How did she..? "Zayn told me you had bit of a problem this morning." She looked down then giggled, then looked me in the eyes. " I don't know what it is but I always feel something with you when I'm close to you. I hate to do this after I just smoked, I knoe you hate it, but can I try something?" She step close to me, flicking the cig away into the yard. All I did was nod, feeling myself start shaking. She then grabbed my shirt pulling me close and kissing me with all her might. My body grew hot, shakey and wonderful. I grabbed her hips pulling her closer as she wrapped her arms around my neck. She pulled back, looking me in the eyes.

"This is kinda a mad world but....I think I remember who you are." She told me, then bit her lip. "I hope my taste in fags didn't bother you. I know this suck but I get stressed out over something but I don't think I am anymore, after that.." I felt her heart raced against my chest along with mine.

"Can I, Niall Horan, Take you out later this week..? When I'm not busy. I want to make this work..with or without your memories. You are still perfect to me. With those beautiful blue eyes, when your hair is in a mess.." I ran my fingers through her red hair, smiling at her blushing. " Please..."

"I will. Tell me when where and how. " She giggled softly, then kissed my cheek. " Niall, you're so sweet." She hugged me then let go of me walking back inside. I felt so warm, with her near me. Then the england weather got to me and I followed her back inside the house, finding everyone still at the table watching us come in. I then shot a thumbs up at the boys. I walked into the kitchen, grabbing me food, then heading back to the table and sat beside Kay. She looked over at me and smiled a bit, watching me eat my first bit. She then reached over with her fork and stole some of my waffles. Everyone gasped like they did the first time she done it. I laughed then looked up at them.

"Ya'll act like that hasn't happened before." I told them then they all laughed.

Kay

I watched the boys leave the house, waving us girls goodbye. They were heading out to the studios to record their new album. I heard some of the new songs that will be on it and it already sound amazing. But there was one that Niall was saving for a important day. I wondered when that will be. I looked over at Haven, my best friend or whatever. Her and I haven't talked much since I have been back.

I guess today was the Her and I will be talking. She then got up and grabbed her coat.

"Come on Kay. I want to show you something." She told me. I followed her out the door, and into the car. She started it up, pulling out the driveway and headed somewhere. I had no clue where we was headed.

Soon we pulled up at a standium, I felt something here. She told me to get out and I did. I begin to walk up the the doors and opened them. I walked into the other doors. I walked down the ales, feeling on each seat. I looked up at the stage, remembering something. It had the boys, me, and Haven. I sat the the seats we were in, takig in everything that happened that night.

I then shot up and screamed.

"I REMEMBER!" I screamed happily, smiling.

Well, there you go sweethearts. I hoped you like the update <3

Have a lovely nights. c:

Love,

KayBae.