Maybe...{11}
{Harry.}
Haven was sitting on the floor, with her knees held to her chest. I been scared to talk to her for three days now, thinking she probably thinks I'm still after her. No, I don't want anything to happen to Haven. I want her safe and happy. She breathtaking, sweet, loveable, and just perfect. I was thinking about asking her out to dinner, maybe tonight? Or maybe I should ask Louis if I should or not. I'm kinda scared to in a way because of what happened. What if she regrets me? I'll just talk to Louis.
I got up out of the chair and went outside, letting the cool air brush against my hair. The night sky was yet breathtaking, but all I could think about is Haven. Not only is she always in my mind but I get tongue twisted when talking to the girl. Maybe its love, but I don't want her getting hurt because of rumors. I want her to be happy for once. I leaned against the wall of our flat, looking up at the sky. I heard the slide door open and close.Hearing a lighter click and light, thinking it was Zyan I didn't turn to look. Thats when I heard a sigh from a girl. I turned to look to find Haven. Not only her, but the cig in between her fingers. Who would have known she smoked? I didn't mind, of course but it shocked me in the end.
" I didn't know you smoked.." I trailed off as I watched the cig move up between her perfect lips. She smirked a little in between the smoke.
She blew out, as the white smoke made circles. "Yeah, I started when I was 13. Its an addiction, I tell you that much. Kay thinks I quit ,so please don't tell her. I only do it when I'm stressed or thinking too much.." She told me.
"What is wrong..? You can trust me." I told her, looking at her pale face as her brown her moved over her eyes.
"Lets call this girl Sally and this boy Billy. Say Sally thinks shes gone crazy in love with Billy because she thinks hes perfect, sweet, amazing, and breathtaking. But Sally is scared of Billy regreting her because she is normal. But Her best friend May tells her to go for it because her soon to be boyfriend is famous also and still loves her for being normal. Sally is nervous and scared of what Billy will say when she tells him shes head over heels for him and she can't get up.." She looked down at her cig, flicking the ashes off it. Her cheeks were slowlt turning red. I could tell she was nervous about talking to me. I'm starting to think Billy was I, Sally was Her, and May was Kay. I could say I feel the same way.
"What if Billy feels the same way about Sally..? But hes scared that she might freak out and turn and run?" I asked her. She looked up at me shocked, thinking I wouldn't think the story was about us.
"I um...I don't know. Does Billy feel the same way..?"
"Yes, Harry..I mean Billy does feel the same way." I told her almost screwing it up. I watched her lips curve up into a smile as she move closer to me. I watched her, and took the cig out of her hand and flicked it away. "Sally, let me be your new addiction..." I told her, as I moved her brown hair behind her ear. I bit down on my lip watching her eyes. She was so close to me, that I could feel her breathing against my collar bones. Haven was kinda short and kinda tall. I liked it. I slipped my hand on her cheek, watching her eyes, leaning in slowly.
{Haven.}
I watched Harry slowly start leaning in, I watched his green eyes. I was nervous about this, but yet happy that he feels the same way. Yeah, I do of course feel bad about what happened the other day. But it was the bad dream that made me think that way. I was in love with Harry for him and only him. Not his fame and not with his money, but with his smiling, beautiful, perfect, and funny self.
So thats when I let my eyes close and let it all come to me. I felt Harry's lips brush against mine softly. I felt his other hand slide onto my hip. Thats when My first kiss came to Harry Styles. Our lips went in scan, moving against each other.I slipped my arms around his neck, and my fingers into his curls. I felt hime moving me back onto the back of the wall of the flat. I wanted move of Harry, I wanted him to be mine, I wanted this all the time. I wanted the surprise kisses and arms around the hips and kisses against the neck. I wanted the Harry Styles love, forever.
Our lips moved apart, with a smile on both of faces. Both of our faces were red. I felt someone watching us though. I looked away to the slide door, and there was Kay and Louis watching us.
"Louis, I think we need to watch our best friends more..." Kay told Louis. I felt my face grow more red.
"Yeah, some gound rules, bed times, and some watchers." Louis said in a smirk.
"BUT FIRST! LETS GO TELL THE OTHERS!" Kay jumped up and down, smiling. she took Louis' hand and raced him inside to the others. I then looked up at Harry, Meeting his beautiful carefree eyes. I loved looking in his eyes, it was like nothing but pure happiness. I traced my fingers along his jawline, taking in everything.
I knew I'll probably wake up tomorow from this dream but I wanted it to last all night. I didn't want to wake up at all. All I knew was Harry was mine as of now until I woke up tomorrow. I laid my head onto his chest, taking in his smell. He smelled like smores, camping, and the forest. Something I haven't done in a while since Kay took me.
"Harry, we should go camping with the boys and Kay. It'll be fun just to get away.." It was th truth. I needed tha getaway. I needed the outside other than fans crowding us. The boys probably needed it too. Kay will love it out there. Shes always been the type to swim, sing around camp fires, and cook. When she cooks its like I go into another world.
"Alright, We'll go tomorrow. The boys and I are off for two weeks. As long as you promise, more kisses are on the way." I felt him smirk, so I looked up at him and kissed the smirk off. I still couldn't get over that I was kissing THE Harry Styles. It was like a dream.
{ Unknown.}
I watched them hugged up on each other, it was making me sick. I couldn't take it anymore, so I walked outside to them. I wanted to pull them apart and take her away but I couldn't. I didn't want them to know about me having the crush on her. I wanted to stay a secret until then.
Harry looked up at me as I walked out the door and smiled.
"Oh hey......"
~AUTHOR NOTE~
Hey guys! So who do you think is going to be the UNKNOWN?! I bet you'll never guess who it is either. c:
Anyunicorns, I have school tomorrow..YAY...Boo....ew.... lol
I hope you all have an amazing weekend! I love you guys!
~MCDIXS
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