Ghostly {discontinued}

Chapter 5

You cannot change what you refuse to confront.  

~Unknown 

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Bella POV

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I have been sitting in my living room staring at the blank wall in front of me for about two hours, thinking about what Queen Suki said to me.

I am worried because I refused her offer to join the Royals. It's just that what the Royals do is sickening. The reason we are such a powerful group of immortals is because they 'dispose' of any ghost, human, vampire or zombie that gets in their way. One time, a ghost named Jose called King Vincent your highness instead of Your Majesty and he was sent to the zombies where he is still suffering an eternity of pain. Another reason I don't want to join the Royals is because of the Prince and Princess. Princess Elvira is a brat. She is always complaining and getting on everyones nerves, yet she still thinks she is the best thing that has happened since sliced bread. Prince Aaron wouldn't be that bad except for one thing. He has a major crush on me. He is like the Mike of the ghost world. It also doesn't help that HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND.

I suppose you are wondering what my power is by now so I'll tell you. I am what you call a vicissitude. I can change everything about me or someone else. I have a mental shield so gifts like Aro's and Edwa- his won't work on me. I can also change my appearance so I look human. I can also change my age to anything. I bet you are wondering why I didn't use my power to look human at school. I don't use it very much because one, I only have a little amount of practice and two, it drains my energy very fast.

DING DONG

I break out of my trance and look at the door. Boy, I'm popular today. Cautiously, I float to the door and look through the peep hole. Standing at my doorstep are the one and only Cullens. Relaxing a bit I open the door. Immediatley I look cold when they see me. "What do you want?" I ask harshly, regretting it when I see the look on Esme's face.

"Can we come in?" Edw- he says as he walks in.

"Oh, yes of course. I mean just come on in before I answer you," I said sarcasticly. The rest of the Cullens came in and sat down on my tiny faded grey couch. "Oh Bella is it okay if we sit on your couch and make ourselves at home? Oh yeah totally! It's not like you killed me or anything," I muttered rudely knwing they would hear me. Esme looked like if she could cry she would be right now.

"Oh Bella I'm so sorry. I regret leaving but we thought it was for the best. I wanted to stay but Ed-" I interupted Esme before she could say the name that will haunt me forever.

"Esme, it's fine. I don't blame you. Unlike some people," I glared at Alice, Emmett, Carlisle and he who must not be named. She looked relieved and relaxed a bit. Jasper and Rose also immediately apologized and I told them I forgave them. I turned and looked at the 'others'.

"Bella," Carlisle started, but I interupted.

"Isabella to you." He looked hurt, but I could care less.

"Okay, um, Isabella," he said sounding uncomforatable when he said Isabella, "I am truly sorry. I shouldn't have left. I had a feeling something would happen but I left you and now you're a ghost and it is all my fault." He started rambling. I searched his face and he looked truly sincere, so I said,

"Look, Dr. Cullen, I am going to forgive you for now, but I reserve the right to leave if you, or anyone else for that matter shows signs of hurting me again."

"That is fair," he said solemnly.

"Bellsy, you have to forgive me! I am so so so so sorry and I don't even know why I let them make me leave and I just I miss my little sister." Emmett all but screamed at me. I looked into his eyes and I couldn't resist his brotherlyness.

"It's okay Em," I said deciding I wasn't mad at him after all. I do need a prank buddy now don't I.

Then I looked over at the last two Cullens. I stared expectantly at Alice. "Bella," I gave her a look, "Oh, um, sorry, Isabella. Look I am really sorry. If you let be your friend again we can go shopping and stuff."

"Alice did you see me die?" I asked her. She looked uncmfortable while we all stared at her.

"No," she said hesitantly. I searched her face realized she was lying.

"Alice," I said threateningly.

"Okay fine I did, but I didn't tell anyone because I wanted them to think they made the right choice and I know that isn't a good reason but I wasn't thinking straight."

"Alice I can't forgive you for that, I'm sorry." She started dry sobbing, "Oh suck it up Alice, you knew this was coming." She just sat down and glared at me after that.

I looked at him expectantly. "Edward," I said saying his name for the first time in one hundred years, "I am not forgiving you. What you did killed me, I know that you thought you were doing the right thing but when I told you it was wrong you ignored me. Edward I just can't bring myself to forgive you."

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I'm sorry for such a bad chapter. I can't think of what to write! SOMEONE HELP ME!! Anyway VOTE, COMMENT YOUR THOUGHTS, FAN ME!