Restart// Johnny Orlando fanfic

Pt.6

Addison POV :
Well the whole love thing just doesn't work out for me. I know I'm only 13 year olds but Johnny has been my friend forever and I think I actually deep down somewhere in my heart still love him.

Maybe if he never got asked to go on magcon or if he was never noticed then maybe we would still be best friends and have everything the way it was supposed to be but its not its the opposite and I don't like it at all actually.

It's almost like I'm his rebound he comes to me when he's hurting and then he just goes and forgets about me like I'm nothing at all. I wish I could trust him but I just can't I know I can but he keeps messing it up.

Johnnys POV :
I think I have to rethink about life right now ever since addy said she can't trust me I've been crying in my room so manly huh well guess what I'm a human being I cry I have feelings and what I'm feeling towards addy is something that I can't describe I love her so much but I hurt her so much too.

I really just want to hug her so much and just be there for her but she doesn't want me. I think of all of the memories we had together and they make me smile at how much fun we had I wish we could have that now.

I can't take it I'm going to her house and I'm making things right between us I love her .

I knock on the door and addy answers she says" please go away". And closes the door I know she's still there. " addy please listen to me I know I have been such a big jerk and I'm pretty sure you hate my guts right now and I don't care if you do just know I will always love I'll never forget about you no matter what you make me crazy for you and when your mad at me I cry and people who don't cry for people they think love don't love them but I cry for you I love Addison " after I finished that I had a couple of years in my eyes.

Addison's POV :
After he said I'm per here on the other side crying my eyes out and I hear him cry. I slowly open the door and see him with head down about to walk away but I stop him. " Johnny wait" I say. He turns around and his eyes get bigger as he sees me. I embrace him in a hug a very long hug.

Knowing that he at least cares about enough let's me know that I can trust him again of course it will take some time but it's worth it.