Restart// Johnny Orlando fanfic

Pt.11

Johnny's POV :

My heart feels like it's been shattered into a million pieces. I really like addy but everything I want to open up something bad happens.

Seeing her and Jacob kiss was just one thing that I wish could've happened but it did. That should've been me and addy kiss not her and Jacob.

To me I know she's  worth it and I know I can live her when make her feel good about herself when she's down. She has always been my day 1 ever since we met and she still is and I know somewhere in her heart she thinks the same or at least u hope she does.

You knew pacing back and forth shedding a few tears every once in a while. Thinking these negative and untrue thoughts about myself like I'm not worth it im useless no one will ever like me. None of which are true but knowing she's not at my side naked me feels these things.

Addison POV :

You know maybe if Johnny ha come and tried to apologize or at roast come see if I was ok he wouldv been mine but nope he didn't and that's his fault but hey I guess you never when someone doesn't care about you.

" hey Jacob wanna hang out today" I asked talking to him on FaceTime. " sorry I wish I could but I have a family event today but maybe tomorrow and I will make it as special as you are" he said. " ok it's a date I can't wait for tomorrow bye". " bye ".

He actually cares at least I mean he set up a date and everything that's one thing johnny doesn't do.

Johnnys POV:
You know I'm not gonna sit here and be sad I'm going to go out and have fun and enjoy life to the fullest.

" hey Carson do you want to hang out at the mall today " I asked. " yea what time do you want to". " in like 30 minutes ". " ok cool ok see you there".

I change out of my pjs into some nike shorts, a Florida Gators shirt, white Nike elites, and some nike shoes. Basic outfit for a basic person right.
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Addison's POV :
I decided to go the mall with Khia and one of her friends Mia she's very nice. " so how are you a me Jacob addy"Khia asked. " well every since the whole Johnny thing Jacobs been there with me for a while and he even asked on a date tomorrow " i said sipping my smoothie.

" hey isn't that Carson and Johnny over there" Khia said. " maybe you shouldn't go talk to him be the bigger the person " she said.

Johnnys POV :
I saw someone walk over to me and Carson must be a fan. I turned around and my face went from a smile to a shocked face in like 5 seconds.

" hey can we talk Over there" addy said. I nodded and followed her. " ok I just want to say I'm sorry for yesterday but you could gave at least came over and said your sorry I mean Jacob at least came and comforted me" she said being a little sassy. I scoffed at that.

" Addison I was there I saw and I did come to apologize but im when I came I saw you kissing Jacob so I ran home and threw away what I got for you and just to let you know my feelings were heart like my heart was broken " i said.

" how am I supposed to know you where there yesterday and now I feel sorry for you " she said. " Addison honestly I don't think I can keep I can doing this I mean you say you love me than the next you blow up in my face and then expect for everything to be ok but it's not I love you and I don't think you understand how much I do. I mean tell me truthfully do you even love me "?

She stood there for a minute and didn't say anything at all she stared down. " wow after all of this and now I know it's fake well mine wasn't ".

Addison POV

Do I love him I don't think I do or do i.

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